puss puss

For real very soon!!

WHAT!

WTF!

I said call...i had to stay up and wait for you...i said call....grrr

Aw!

Too bad your phone card died.
I dont wanna wake you up now...maybe you're deep asleep.
Imgoing to the city now and Ill call you later Papi!


Pusses!

grrr

my phone card is dead so i cant call...call me when you get this please :)

i cant wait to see you!!!

im here

waiting for you...hmmm...I cant wait to see you...im gonna call you soon to wake you up...sorry...i wanna talk to my girl :)

Hey you

I woke up too late, I tired to call, no answer, you're probably deep asleep!
Oh, Im so sorry I sleept long. I woke up at like 11.20.

We'll talk when I get home baby!!
I LOVE YOU!

....

still time to call babe...its 345am here...so call me...ill wake up

hey

Its 9am your time...im still up...I want to talk to you...when you get home... :)

Love you babe. I cant wait to spend time with you. ummm...I can smell you already.


Can you smell me...my jeans...hehe

call me if you see this...call me at 330 or 4am..when i sleep

Where are you?

I tried to call you as we said...
No answer, you make me worried...
I guess you went to sleep, but why didnt you just....
Oh...

Now you just called.
Omg, Im glad...I was worried.

Hearing your voice makes me feel calm, and now I can go to work and feel NOT worried.

Puss

ZzzZzzzZz

Papi,

Call me when you get home, Ill keep the phones close, Wake me up!

I'll put up pictures later, of Gato in Suitcase :P

I'm just getting so tired right now so Im gonna go to sleep now BUT! Wake me up ok!

JAG ÄLSKAR DIG!

I MISS YOU

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

5 days

hmmmm...Excited you are.


- Yoda

...

Jennifer, your the one that got mad at me. I said call me back and you YELLED! at me.

How do you think i felt. call me back...here...pusses....you know you miss me kissing your lips.

your ears and your eyes. Now you can sleep next to me again

Oh god

I'm Crying...
I hate it!!
I fucking hate it!!

and I cant help the gang on MD.
You just dont understand how hard I try to solve this shit.
whatever.

This is the suckiest Christmas ever!

....

you know i still love you though even though im mad

this message was typed after i sent you a mean pm on MD.

puss puss...dont be mad at me. :)

Jason

You're upset at me.
I'm sorry.

Dont make me cry on Christmas Eve.
Oh wait...it's too late. :(

ummmYEEE

nice picture.....i love you...this is great...your so great...and im so happy all the time...I wanna talk SOON!!!!!

I'll kiss you soon...

Hey Baby!

I know right! what to wear, and what to bring? What to do what to do? I wanna start backing but maybe it's too soon, but I really want to cause Im so excited!!! I cant wait to see you, I just wanna be close to you, see your face, body, see you smile, I wanna have fun together, roll around in bed teasing, and having passionat sex. Today it's Thuesday and only 6 days left, cause, wow...actualy it's 13.38 here right now...almost the same time as I land in Newark :D
Cool Cool Cool...

Can't wait to kiss your lips, My lips are so dry at the moment, I thinkt they need some kissing. :) and loving...and a lot of lipbalm, hehe.

I wanna fall asleep next to you again, watch movies, eat that good pizza you're talking about and mozzarella sticks. I wanna have Coffee with you in the City, YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO SHOW ME AND WE HAVE SO MUCH STUFF WE NEED TO DO!!

I was thinking about the visa. if they call me when I'm with you or send me the papers that I should fill in maybe I can just ask Mom or someone to send it to me and I can fill them in when Im with you. cause we wanna do this as fast as possible, AND if they call, hope they call my CellPhone cause Ill have it with me :) in any way, we'll be good.
Just want that visa to get accepted, I cant wait to spend my life with you.

Lots of Kisses!!

nyc

(NYC)New Yennifer City. + Jason = New Yasifer City....hence N.Y.C.

Its Tuseday :)... 7 days from today you will be getting on that plane. Excited?

Of course you are silly. What to do what to do? Oh...what to wear, or what to bring...so many things jennifer. Your gonna get off that plane for me.

Guess what...

YOUR gonna see ME! What will you wear? Just wear something confortable, but casual at the same time...do as you please. So many cool things we can do together.

Your gonna be HERE! in my room...sleeping next to me...puss puss...your gonna get it good, in all ways from me...hmmm. Just want to be so passionate in bed with you. sit up next to you and talk. facing eachother...mmmm...kisss kisss.

everyday we talk till you get here. We are stronger and stronger for each other...this wont ever end..Us :).

You gonna kiss me and hug me when you see me?

aww..i love you

no i cant buy that ring yet :)

silly sally...i will get you one some day...i love you pusses

Look, my new background.

BUY IT!

;)

Aw, 1 day

We never wrote anything in the blog, we broke the thing kind of....
writing something here everyday!
well well....:)
it's ok :)

Today it's sunday....
Not long until I come now! wee!!! :D

• Baby!
• Rhia is on her msn and she's set as busy but has a bunch of poeple that are writing her, she's not here at the moment, the're downstairs dropping off some boxes her mom is here to pick up (Rhia's moving out of the apartment)
• We're making gingerbread cookies :)
• Whish you were here too, would have been so cosy!

I love you!!

I tried to call you before, at 6 pm my time, but got no answer.

anyway, I got the phone card :)

hey you

You said you would sign on MSN! its not that hard silly

Jason,

:) you're the bestest!

I put the banner on my signature, thanks papi! *kisses*

Can't wait to kiss you over and over again!!
Only 10 days left now!

10 days!
That's nothing!

mwah!!mwah!!mwah!!

My third post tonight :)

mmmmmmm. Kissing Session.

oh yeah

read below... It Glows like the one in my profile.

[center][IMG]http://img242.imageshack.us/img242/7580/cooltext408096722mahalsq5.gif[/IMG][/center]

Use that...its looks really really good at the top of your profile.

:)

I made this for you profile just now, cause I love you and want to do things for you.

mmmm...11days left...hmmm. We can touch eachother again. I cant wait to sleep next to eachother.

hehe...
When we get to my house, we are gonna have a kissing session for 20min.

My Love

Never would I have thought the first time we spoke online
that we were gonna get this far...
There is something about you that makes me heart beat faster.
Makes me feel warm inside,
And undescribably happy!
The feeling of love rushes thru my, out, and onto you!
I wanna give you EVERYTHING i got, My love.
My undying love for you Jason.

I'm all yours!
We're gonna last ;)

I'll be home later and I'll call you then or see you online! Either way we'll talk later,
cant wait to hear your sexy voice :)

You are my life right now.
Lots of Love!
Jen

Dates!

Im gonna take you out on so many good dates...

read below...


hey i always wanted to see the wax museum

Jennifer!

I cant wait to meet you at the airport. You gonna smile? grab me and hold my hand. we can touch eachother . I will not be able to keep my hands off you.

wake me up at 10:30 :) eat something. I can talk while i make eggs and noodles. Kinda like a Brunch with you.

ummm brunch...its so cold outside, but so cozy inside :) We will skip breakfast one day, then go down the street to a resturant for Brunch...Very very confortable place, and the burgers are delicious!

Then we can go to the mall..the big one we are talking about...or we can eat there for brunch. Good stuff babe..snuggles. YEAH! good idea...The mall has a big movie theatre...we can wake up..go to the big mall...look around at stores for an 1hr or so. then eat, watch a movie, then we should head home...lust for eachother..hmmm...then we can relax home for a bit and go out to NYC later...so so so so so much fucking and stufff we can do!

Liberty Science Center!!
OMG!!! endless stuff..i havent been to these places in so long..like the New York Museum

On and On..

On and on
This love
I feel for you goes
On and on

This world can be a scary place
And so much love goes to waste
One moment everything was clear
The next it all could disappear
We need something to hold on to
I wanna be that thing for you
'Cause you're not in this all alone
Your heart has finally found a home

On and on
This love I feel for you goes on and on
It's something you can't lose
You're gonna find
This heart of mine
Withstand the test of time
(Oh) On and on
Can't you see this is where you belong
I've got so much you've givin'
Let down your guard
And let these arms
Shelter you tonight

Words can be so hard to trust
They made a fool of all of us
Let your emotions be your guide
And go with what you feel inside
I know that what I feel is deep
And when I play, I play for keeps
I know that you've been hurt so bad
But this is something meant to last

I can feel us moving
Closer by the minute
This is so amazing
Have a little faith in...Let me lead the way
I can promise you that...

Memory

We've had so much fun together!!

and more fun moments to come...

Baby

I just missed you, Im sorry.
I at labels, doing labels as I play. I must have just missed you, when I looked again a bit later I saw your msgs.

Nothing's wrong. :)
Im happy you're on, and I love you so much, I can feel the love you know...when I see you're on.

Kisses

:(

your active on MD by 2 seconds...i sent you a pm..you didnt respond...your not on MSN either...you didnt even respond in the blog...whats wrong???

:)

Im dancing in my body right now so sexual for you...I cant wait to be all over you....mmm...im gonna taste you.

15 DAYS LEFT!!! WOOOOOOO!

How do you feel Jennifer?

Do you recognize yourself?

Hehe...JK. Pusses.

LETS EAT pIZZA! OMG...I cant wait..im smiling so much right now and filled with excitment. Your gonna get fucked so good while you were the air focre 1's ...mmm can you taste me...mmmmm...warm, hard and creamy...Vanilla Ice cream is your favorite.

Blow ya mind...ummm...Blow your mind.

Honestly...I cant stop thinking about us and what we can accomplish...keep saying to you self.

We will last forever. We gon make it together. We will pass all obstacles together.

We will be one :) We will fuck all day for years to cum..hehe

We will get our own place...we will make it.

We will get our cafe one day...we have to work at it...we will make it.

We will do it all together.


;abg[iaebgibeta

^^^^^^^^haha..im excited! NYC HERE COMES JENNIFER!

Tomorrow it's the 15th

and then it's only 2 weeks left.
14 days...
That is not much at all. I cant wait im so happy and excited!

Not many days left :)

Shit...you are probly awake now. I should of wrote earlier....its ok..i alwasy do it right before bed anyway so now you have something to read when you get back from work.

I cant wait to take you to NYC!!! YEEEE

So closer...just breath...calm down...sleep well on the plane...and get off and come jump on my bones....hehe...i cant wait...your gonna love it i tell you..PUSS PUSS!!!!! SO MUCH THINGS HERE FOR YA ASS

YAY!

I know not many days left at all!
Cant wait to kiss you and be in your arms again!
Hhhhh!!! Oh Jason....You're the best!!

well, work has been kinda tough thats all, so wish me good luck that work will be fine :)

I will come home early, even thinking of taking the 11.10 bus.
we'll see :) either way, I will be home ;)

PUSS PUSS PUSS!!!

Ill think of you like you think of me.

hey my girl

Jen, im still up right now, but about to go to sleep. Im in the mood for Cookies and milk for somereason.

I keep thinking about you. I though about your legs open and started getting turned on. hehe...im saving that for later though.

Have fun at work today....i noticed you said wish me luck 2morrow? what does that mean. Anyways...i hope you can take that buss home tonight cause i will be dying to talk to you cause you drive me crazy...I love this what we have and cant wait till you CUM HERE to NYC>>>ONLY 16 DAYS GIRL!!!!!!!!!...

pusses :)

Jason

More then you can imagine!
So much it hurts when you're away from me.

I just wanna be in your arms.

hej hej

you know i was in traffic :(

you also know how strong we feel for eachother.

We do love eachother. so smile and stop being a party pooper.

how much do you love me?

Over

This blog is dead.

HAHA!

HAHA! look at you Jason, funny.

well, look at me, haha!

Anyway, again, YOU...suuuuck, I come on here and you've written nothing, too bad.

I was looking forward to read something, I wonder what you do by night when I sleep. Hope everything went well with the papers and on the race track, IF you went there.

Good luck at the Konsulat! Im so happy you're gonna hand in the App.! YAY!

You and Me together!! :D

Love you Jason!

Do you remember?

LOL! Do you wanna fuck?

pusses mami

ok ok....I might go out real quick to the store so..i missed you by 20min on MD2
urhhhuruhh :) I will talk to you around 7pm yourtime...so we can chat.

If I dont catch you in time

I'm right now at Labels waiting for Mom to pick me up, Im thinking...should I go home NOW, or wait until later, cause Jessica has a dance preformance today, mom tells me I wont be home later then around 8 pm. But you never know.
Hm, You know what. Im gonna ask her to drop me off at closest bus station.

I sent you the stuff you needed on your mail :)

I'm excited, tomorrow it will be final :)
and then we're just gonna have to wait.

I'm feeling stressed :( that sucks. I have to calm myself down all the time.
I need you Jason!
You always make me feel better.

Kisses

Im so sorry, I realized that last night I put something in my profile..then when i get rid of it, i must of deleted the code by accident. You took us off your profile??? Why, ive had you on my profile forever...why would i be ashamed...you know I love you, why are you on defense mode? WHY?
Im sorry I didnt write in the blog....a couple of days ago you werent even responding to the nice things i put in the blog...it was just short answers Like "ok baby" then you acted so wierd on the phone and made me seem like you can find better...that im not good enough...You acted so distant like you were talking to someone else, and so desperate to go to the club...you know how that feels and only makes me think you wanted to meet someone there. Then make me feel like total shit that im not there and your fucking CO-worker giving you snotty fucking little girl advice "oh I hate couples that dont have friends" "oh my boyfirend lets me do whatever I want" then come to me with "Jason, I dont want to turn out like some couples do" You fucking made me so so feel like shit about everything and made me think if you can consider advice from a girl thats embarrased of her boyfriends looks at times..then that only leads me to believe you would take advice if they told you about some hotter guy that wants to hook up with you. Ive heard it before in my past "oh , jason is working...he wont know..cmon lets go meet these guys and get fucked".
Do you know one time a i was with an ex girl and her friend and her friends said all relationships go bad after 6months, and my ex told me later on that she thinks she is right! Fuck everyone...im so fucking mad...while I will never never never compare you to them because i love you so so much jennifer...you drive me crazy crazy....but things like hearing you tell me "i dont want to be like the other couples she is talking about" only reminds me of the past and how can you blame me. It only leads me to believe that if that keeps up then I dont think I could ever feel safe. If you want me, then Im yours ..im so upset right now. If you think you can listen to an inexpereieced girl who doesnt know anything about us or the things she is ranting about then fine...go ahead...go go go go. Try deeply to think of one couple you know that doesnt hang out with friends. Right you cant think of any can you....really you cant..casue its very rare.
My heart pounds deeply for you, I do so much for you and you are always on my mind....I try so hard to to get this visa cause I dont want to be away from you for this long again. I want you so much...Our bodies, minds, and our souls together till we die. I want that passion with us, and that sexual relationship. I am so crazy for you. you dont even know. this video is for you... im crazy for you


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFaBKg5iEwU

^watch that link then call me when you watch it

Your voice

So glad I got to talk to you!
It made me feel so much better, I will go to work happy :)

I was bothered and, you hearing your voice calmed me down.
You are the light in my life Jason!

lots of kisses

Good luck today!
I love you!

I hate this

I know our love is strong, I KNOW you wanna be with me forever and always, and everything.
I know we wanna share eachothers future.

But!
Sometimes, there is small things that bothers me, and makes me sad in the morning when I wake up. Things that you do, that effects me so bad that I wanna call you right up and wake you up 7 am in the morning.
1. I asked you to write me something nice here that I can read when I wake up, it is not much to ask for when you are up antoher 7 hours after I go to bed. I wake up, excited, I open the blog...and nothing, I had put up a picture of Time square...and...whatever.
2. Last active 2 hrs and 47 min. you went to bed 4 am your time, we got off the phone 9 pm your time...hmm...
3. You took off our picture on your MD 2 signature..................................why? I took off mine too now. *sad*

3 small things that makes my day a kinda sad and bothered one insted of a happy and excited day. This makes me not wanna go to work...I will go to work and I will be sad. and bothered. cause I wont talk to you until I get back from work....

I dont know what you are thinking when you go to, edit my account, and delete the codes for our picture together. I wonder....is he ashamed of me? does he not wanna show us together as a couple? I dont understand.

You are going to the konsulat today, I wish you good luck and...as I think about this, the things that make me sad, I almost wanna drop some tears. but...I dont know. I'm tired of it. I wanna stay strong and staying strong mean, that I am gonna have to be mad at you until I get to talk to you, just be mad at you so I dont have to feel sad. do you understand what I mean?
I'll be on defense mood.

anyway, I love you so much you dont understand!!!!!!
I can not control you Jason, you do what you want. Hope you just do the right things from now on.
Dont be worried. I'm yours always! just remember that always and forever.

:(
Bye.

NYC BABY!!!

Can't wait to check it out!

I'm talking to u on the phone, and u crack me up, and the mall is so close t your house, hehe, looking at stupid shit. I LOVE YOU!!

missed you

Missed you by an hour, I woke up now. Did you go to labels?

Glad you wrote me on the blog. Puss

I will be back

I'll be back soon love.
I'm at grandmothers places :)

Breathing your love

Darin feat Kat DeLuna - Breathing Your Love music video

Baby you, is the diamond that lasts foreverAnd I just can't take a single step without youBaby to you, I'll always be a faithful lover'Cause my heart can't make a single beat without youYou make me flyYou get me highYou turn my world to such a better placeYour crazy touchThe sweetest rushIs something that saved my lifeI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your loveBreathing your love, baby boo, only you can make me recoverThe lost parts of me I thought they'd gone a long time agoWith you, life runs like the best love letterWas just an empty soul until you step into my showYou make me flyYou get me highYou turn my world to such a better placeYour crazy touchThe sweetest rushIs something that saved my lifeI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your loveI wanna have that craz loveWanna run it in my bloodWant it taking over meOver me, over me, yeahI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your loveI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your love

Forever and for always

I will love you!
until my dying end.

Pusses!
we'll talk later, hope you'll have a good sleep baby.

papi chulo!

goodmorning

Jennifer,

Do you recognize yourself?

:)

I was just looking at your card before i went to sleep....your the shit.

When you come here...put on your new bright white Airforce Ones and lets go to the city to chill out in Times Square...Its been a minute since ive been there. Smell the subways of Grand Central Station....Ill get you a salted pretzel or roasted nuts...or you can try my nuts..either way I still love you.

Some Resturants in Times Square....

Hard Rock Cafe
Chevey's
Apple Bee's or Chinese in China Town

Then in a few days we can go check out Soho NYC in the village....The city of art! loads of cafes. Shit...we can go to the city everyday if youd like.

When I wake up...we will talk.

When you come home we will talk...we will get by this waiting period.

hey...Did I tell you about South Broadway Street in the City? :)

dont worry sexy ass

you will be fine....we will talk...im going to cash my paycheck now and im gonna get a phone card...i also drained all 37.5mill out of your md3 account and 850pts to the vault...im gonna get it transferred to MDE and then give you the equal amount on MD2 :)

If im not home when you call ill be back shortly

Papi

I have to go to the city and buy Maria a birthday present, I'm gonna do it real quick, so I'll be home very soon, before you know it. I will call you from my cell, I'll bring my phone card :) and wake you up.

I love you I love you I love you!


ps. Hey...how do you wanna make with the money you owe me, save for when I get there or send them over to me now? I am a little bit short on money, Im thinking of buying christmas presents and that stresses me out cause I can't afford a lot of gifts, Oooh...Oh well...I'll get my sallary from Max's the 15th but...It feels like forever until I'll get that money.
Right now have 4600:- and I have payed of 3000: for the accident and 700:- for rent.
but I have the car left, and then I have to buy a bus card, grr, and...then...xmas presents.I guess I'll be fine....
Help me baby, I'm stressing out again.

goodmorning

call me at 10am my time...be my alarm clock

Love you!

I'm gonna call you now, hope you'll answer!! :D

and!! Im gonna get off work at 1.30 and not 3.00 yay! so I'll be home a bit earlier then you've expected! So we can talk :)

PUSS!

a little bit later....

You're still alseep I think, no answer. Oh well...

we'll talk when I get back from work!

I sent you another letter, a letter about the Visma collectors deal. We have to clear that thing off our backs Jason!!
Anyway, I luckily stopped the ticking interest fee. Phjuu...

and, yeah, you have to contact them and the hospital should have sent you an email to day so DON'T DELETE IT! look for it :)

I love you with all my heart!

I'll be yours forever and ever until death do us part.

:(

Its 1pm at your house and your still not on...i wish i got that phone card

get up

im sure you got my messages on msn...its 12:30pm where u are...please get online...dont do labels or anything...something is keeping me up....get on that plane now

call me..something , anything

never forget those times

we need to talk more...this waiting for you to come is driving us crazy...we wont go through this again and if we do...we will get by it and never leave eachother again....this thing we have is too real.

I will quit smoking cigs for you...i will do it for you. If thats what you want. Because its something i want to do as well and you give me that extra push to do it.

Jennifer, Will you be mine untill we die. I want to be very very old one day with you staring into eachothers eyes on a beach holding eachothers rinkled hands in our undying passion for each other.

I have so much passion for you right now..call me when you awake. I want to hear you talk about this ...puss puss loser

:)

This is a nice picture of you.
I have to go to work now, but Ill talk to you later. :) I'll be home sometime pass 9 pm your time, you can always call my cell for a min if you want :)

Kisses!

You are the one

I miss having you in my bed, I miss jumping over you and giving you kisses.
What you wrote was so nice Papi. Love it. You are the one and only for me and I'm so happy you feel the same!
I'm gonna call you now, it's 9.30 your time. Hope you're not too tired. it was so sweet that you called me in the morning, Love it, love it!!! Mmm, puss puss puss!! You are the greatest!
Hope you get some things done today as well, ask questions about the app. and take pics and so on, cause I really wanna get things going, I want you Jason!!

Talk to you any min.
I don't wanna go to work :( BUT, Ill earn good money...so that's good. Money that we can have a lot of fun with when I come see you soon. First week of Dec. not many days left until Ill be in your arms again!

Love you!

waiting

alone at the comp waiting for you, wondering how you look when you read this....its 8am over there as i write this...keep thinking about you at the moment so i write here.

Waiting for you too see me jennifer....you fill me with faith and dreams when you say the things you do about spending our time in life together and starting something....you mean the world to me right now..im very very happy i have discoverd you....a woman of my dreams...i will do my best in everything with you....your doing all the right moves...its what shows how much you love me and how loyal of a woman you are....you want me that much....i feel the same about you....you have me as you always did the minute i stepped off that plane....I will be everything for you and my self as well....

Pusses mami.....I want you body, mind, soul.....i will share mine with you as my true side comes out more and more...i wont be afraid to show you how passionate and sexual i can really be....I will show you all. Pusses mami....goodmorning...and I love you...call me when you read this or call me again when you read it..pusses jennifer...te amo te amo...Us forever and nothing stands in our way.

Poop

I just missed you by 30min....take some bad chocolate and you can take a poop...if you see this then you can contact me on md or something...i want to talk to you...well try to get some sleep.

grrr. how can i miss you.

want to say hi again.

anyway...pusses...call me early at 9:30

Cant sleep :(

I woke up just now, 7 in the morning!! So frustrating, I was just so uncomfortable in my bed and turning around here and there...Hhhh, and I had to go to the bathroom and do nr 2 but I can't.
huhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuh...and went to see if you're still up but you're not, huhuhuuhuh. oh well. good that means you went to bed early :)
so I can call you later on before I got to work :)

I'm gonna try to go to sleep again, gangster.
mmm, I look at that video and you got that Jersey look on your face. Bad boy ;)

Yours forever!

Snotty nosed gangster

aaaw, I MISS YOU!

always thinking of you

Nice victoria secret stuff.....ummmm...cant wait to see you in that ...hehe

grrr.. I cant wait to have you jump into my arms when you come out of that airplane...Ill be waiting with a big smile...*gangsta smile*

Dimm lighting...my hands running down your back slowly...can hear you moaning already...ahh AHH AHHH.

pusses...I just missed you on MD

I was just thinking

Song by Teitur.


I was just thinking that I have been missing you for way too long
There's something inside this weary head that wants us to love just instead
But I was just thinking, merely thinking I've got loads of pictures
I've got the one of you in that dancing dress
But man I feel silly in that dim light just after doing you by the sight of My Kodak delights
I am sinking, merely sinking
I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
I'm a singer without a song
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger
I, I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
That this boat is sinking
Yeah I'm tired of postcards
Especially the ones with cute dogs and cupids
I'm tired of calling you and missing you
And dreaming that I've slept with you
Don't get me wrong I still desperately love you
Inside this weary head
I just want us to love, just instead
But I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
And time is running me still
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger I was just thinking
Babe, I was just thinking
That I'm tired of calling you once a week
And thinking of long distance rates instead of kissing you
Baby I'm sinking, merely sinking

Video description:
Are you currently or have you ever been part of a long distance relationship? You have? Well, I'd just like you to know that there are countless others out there who feel your pain, and that although one may oftentimes feel lonely and defeated in said situations, there will forever be ways to make the most of them in the name of love. This song, for example, offers an honest and hopeful perspective on the matter, however melancholic and regretful the words may seem. in the end, true love will always prevail!!

Hi Loser

Why aren't writing in the blog, it's so boring not to see anything you've written.
I guess it's silly, that...my idea of a something little extra thing is too girly maybe.
You're lost for words?
Don't know what to write?
There's always something to say...
if you've said it already, say it again...

I'm at labels, it's past 4 even past 5 pm my time, I thought you'd be up more then one hour ago. but no...you're sleeping away the whole day!!
I'm gonna call you right now to see if you're up.
Lazy ass!

I'm sorry, I LOVE YOU! But get things done god dammit. and...get a phone card.
I've been making money all day. I'm doing something. Hope you'll do something with this monday...

Love you always!
-jennifer

ps. Nope, No answer when I called....*Sigh*

Imagine

...me in this. :P

let's go to victoria secret.

Just hung up...

and at once I start crying.
...I tired. and I think I expect maybe a little too much from you...
you affect me so much it almost sucks.

Jennifer

I want to learn you and your whole body.

Tired

I just woke up, my hair is a mess, I have no make up on what so ever, I still look pretty ok tho, But IM SO TIRED!!!
My eyes arent that puffy, which is good. hehe.
I cant stop wishing you were here, in my bed, I miss waking up in the morning with you next to me, I miss turning around and facing you, smelling your morning breath, kissing you anyway, wrapping my arm around you, tuck my head under yours, feel you kiss my forehead, wrap my legs around yours, feel your skin, and your dry leg.

I miss everything about you,
I can still smell the perfyme on my wrist. Mmm, Au Sexy Jason smell.

Talk to you later loser!
Pusses
You suck for not writing in here even tho you've been online before you went to bed.
Oh well...

Tuck head under yours

...

I love you too

Back to New Jersey?

Hi Baby!
yay, you're going home today! :D
and I got the papers in the mail today that you need for the application :) I sent them all to you today in a big big silver envelope WITH a card :) and something els...
You'll see when you get it, I think it will be in your mail on Thuesday maybe.

Exciting huh? :P

Thinking about you!
Pusses

Remember

I LOVE YOU!

hehe..make one with the facebook pic too

nice babe...im here now..call me at the house line..the 919 number

Look what I made

Good Morning!

Im on the blog again... Woot woot! :) Im in the kitchen right now...its 11:22pm here...pusses....grrrr...I miss kissing you....I so so cant wait to see you again Jennifer.

We will be together so much when you cum here...I know you want Jason as much as I want Jennifer...my big bed and soft lips...under the warm but cool sheets with me all over eachother like white on rice wrestling...mmmm...let me grab that ass real tight and puss you :)

Ttyl babe

Yours truley and sincerly,
Your Jersey Boy Jason


Pusses

Where are you?

Hope you call me soon, I've been online all day to see if you've been on.

Please call me as soon as you can! :) you know the times I can answer.
I'm still at labels at the moment, but I'll go soon to that other job, in any way I'll be home later at dinner time your time, then we MUST talk or I'll go koko.

hate how our call got cut off, I was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"
ZzzZzzzZZzzzzzzzz....

I miss you!

Winterland

I almost frooze my fingers off to make this for you ^_^
The bus that was stuck in the snow, Never seen anything like it before...

I'm sitting here alone in my bed, watching Devils wear prada, it's actualy a bit based on Ugly betty, well, maybe more inspired by.

Anyway, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you!

I'm already feel a bit tired, but first I just wanted to write you some here on the blog for you to read when you arrive in North Carolina. I can't stop thinking about us, I love us, what we have...it's all really really special. mmmmm...*hugs tight*

Ooo, when I come NYC we have to have starbucks, we don't have that here, well, there's a lot we don't have, but...startbucks coffee...is nice.

Mm, when watching the movie, NYC looks really cool, I've always known it's a cool city but I've actualy not really thought about it tho lately, it really looks amazing by night I can imagine.

ANYWAY! :) I'm just bla bla bla...

What matters is...I love you....I.....love.....you!....you....I love....you, you....love.love.love.love. you, online you! :)

I miss you so much here in my bed, I wanna hold you so bad!

hola mami

Jennifer, Im leaving in 4hrs from now, hope i get to talk to you when you get off work...i will buy another phone card so I can call you when I arrive in North Carolina...hope i can talk to you 2morrow before and/or after you work at the party.

Pusses...

Make you feel my love

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love


By: Adele

(another song that I kinda like, its sweet, I used to listen to it before when I was working at labels, alone on weekends, and I would feel a bit lonely but still good, cause I knew that I could do a lot to make someone feel my love, and I was just wondering to whom I was gonna do that to.)

Nej Sluto

I'll go home

I'm exhausted!
My legs are sore...
I can bearly keep myself up, my legs just wanna collapse, hehe, but I'm so glad I got off work early. yay, like 45 min early.
wow, working fro 12 pm to now was tiring, NEVER ENDING, people just kept coming...never ended. pissed me off.
anyway, so...I'm gonna be a party poop and go home :) cause my well-being is more important and YOU ofcourse!

Can't wait to get home to my warm room and to get to talk to you.
I really wanna go thru that app. as well.

Lots of pusses

Cafe Jasifer

cool name, tell her I said happy b-day, if your sick then just go strait home...the wether sucks outside. She should understand....if you go to her party then I think ill just go out too since you will be home late..so ill wait to hear from you till a lil after 10pm your time...if not then ill just talk to you when you get home 2morrow after you get out of work.

P.S. I would like if you went home instead so we can talk and go over the app.

Snow snow snow!

When I woke up this morning in was snowing SO SO much! it has stopped now but...see! there's so much snow, just all at once. and Im a bit worried that the bus is gonna be late...or worst cancled. I pray to god it's not. It was so nice talking to you last night, always is, I love hearing you voice and hearing you moan. :P
I hope the time at work goes by fast...so I can go home and lookforward to talk to you and go thru that form/application.
I just remembered, Therese's Bday party is today...I work tomorrow at 11.30. and...I wanna talk to you, + that Im not well...and I need to take my medicine, maybe she understands that I have to go home after work, was thinking of going by her house and say HI for just an hour or so...but still...if so happens, Ill call you from my cell, I can call you with my phone card from my cell and I will take the buss later at 10pm (and not 9.30) ill be home 30 min later then 4 pm.

Love you Sexy!

27 dresses

It was on TV...i watched some of it..its not that bad. That movie reminded me of you so much cause you always talked about it with me :)

Talk to you in about 10min form this post...I cant wait

Not my cup of tea

Hey baby!

I need to work after all. I need money. Without money...I'll have less money when I come back after visiting you. I've been off work all week. so...But dont worry. I feel alright. Im only gonna work for 4 hours today. and tomorrow its gonna be for a bit longer but I'll be gone when you're probably asleep and ill be home in the afternoon your time :)

I just went thru my bag and found all the tea bags you gave me before from when we were at MAX'S. Like 5 or 6 of them. I was about to throw them away (I dont know why) but then I thought of you, and how you gave me them...and how cute that was. and how nice that I still had them in my bag, I totaly forgot about them. anyway, So now Im sitting here with a cup of tea :) and being all cosy, I WISH YOU WERE HERE!! I have to go to work in a little more then an hour. maybe Ill talk to you before I leave...or we'll talk when I get off at 9pm (3pm your time) you can call my cell for a min :) I love hearing your voice.

I think, maybe you printed out both the version of that application? the Swedish one and the English one, both the same but in different languages? cause, what I know I dont have to fill in a form until later and that form I'll get from migration. If you mean the swedish part just at the end of the application then that is a part that I think migration will fill in.

Anyway, we can talk and go thru it when I get home after work. wouldn't it be nice if you could hand in that application before you leave for thanksgiving!!!:)

I'll try and call you soon. just to see if you're up.

AND....thanks for the tea baby, it's so good for my throat.

Love you!... A lot!

ps. when I smell your perfyme I get weak and mushy, I like how you left stuff for me here. they really remind me of you, and makes me miss you even more.

hola

its 8am your time Jennifer, stopped at dunkin dounuts on the way home...Im tired..take off of work 2morrow...you need it.

nice pics...i miss that stuff.

I got the application printed...I think one application is for you to fill out..its in sveska...maybe not...but ill fill it out later.

Goodnight...or good morning boo!

Lots of kisses

No worries

it could be many things he said...i doubt its that.

Trust me...your ok.

Im talking to you on MSN right now...haha im whooping you in that game.

At the hospital

I've been here for an hour already.
and I might be here for more...
I pray to god that I wont have to stay here the whole afternoon/night.
Remember before, when we had to wait because they were changing staff...that's what's happening to me, a nurse just came to me and told me that I might have to wait longer, depending on how many others there are that need help more then I do, maybe someone is having a baby, someone is going thru operation...
I'm last in line...
Hopefully there's isn't any that are in need more then I am. I'm crying...cause I hate this. The Doctor in Länna couldnt say exactly what it was cause he didn't have the right equipment. So he adviced me to go to the hospital. lucky I bought the laptop or I would kill myself in bordedom and pain. The Doctore thinks it can be many things. also included what I truly hope it isn't...(but I wouldn't die if it was).
Now I've been here for 1 hour and 15 min. i probably will be here for another....2 hours. *sigh* there is like 100 of nurses running back and forth doing nothing. well...i guess the're doing their job. I just feel so lonely here and sad...I just want to get it over with. I just wanna get help. I just want it to go away. I don't care what it is!!! I don't care at all anymore...If it's herpes *knock on wood* then, tough luck...but, it's not dangerous and I should be happy that I dont have cancer.

I just wish you were here so I could hold you hand and feel a bit stronger and secure.

Yours Jennifer

Good Morning

By the time you read this you have just got up i hope...im headed to the store now..be there for like an hr. Love you boo boo.

I cant wait to fuck your brains out when i see you. Just watching you on cam today drives me crazy..puss puss hej

GOD!

After seeing you on cam today, i just knew I had to see you know matter what...i can sense exactly how you felt when you saw me on cam too. You turn me on so so much when you where showing me you nipple..YEEEEE. I cna twait to see you...Te Amo Mami Jennifer.

Fucking sexy

mmm, can't wait to be with you again. You give me butterflies in my tummy. You make me feel warm inside. You make me happy. I would do anything for you...seriously, I can't imagine anything that I wouldnt do for you...
I see you as my first true love Jason.

Te amo Papi Chulo!

hehe

Yes, of course your my jennifer.

Always and forever we will be.

Love you ;)

Life important question

WILL YOU STAY WITH ME NO MATTER WHAT?

til death do us part, thru sickness and health...for better for worse.

I'm afraid there would be something that would make you leave me.

You are the one I want to be with for forever.

I believe you feel the same.

I'm just being worried.

Maybe also for no reason at all.

Anyway.

Will you stay with me no matter what?

Puss puss

FROM THE DAY YOU LEFT

Bad day

...But it got better as soon as you called me.

that was a nice suprise!

Jason goes "Jersey boy" on me.

you silly bob...

Kaffe and Kebab

Sounds great, I can taste the white sauce in my fav kebab wrap.

I miss teasing you while your working..like squeezing your....hehe.

I also miss those walks with you back home from labels afterwards.

Yes we will talk all the time no matter where i am... :)

I hope

...The time is gonna go by fast...
When you go away from Thanksgiving I hope we can talk as usual.
Just be online when you can and I will always be online when I come home from work, just so I dont miss you :)

Yeah, i have a lot of work this weekend, long days. it's gonna suck but I'll think of you.

I miss having you here at labels, sitting on the chair by my side, being bored, and having coffee and kebab.

Thanksgiving

Im taking a trip this friday on plane to see my aunt...im coming back the day after thanksgiving...its a big family day in the states...but ill call you from there house and also see you online..thats the big weekend you work so its all good sexy ass

first post

lol, aw babe..you lost sleep...just saw you on MD..i ate Wendy's breakfast just now. its was good as shit...im so happy we are in contact like we should..its fun and feels good

I cant sleep

You're online on msn, but not at the computer!! GRR!! why, why, why...
i was hoping to talk to you.
I dont know if I dare to call your home right now, what if you're away...and your mom answers.
Really would like to talk tho.
.......

I think I had too strong coffee earlier, and...i did go to bed at like 5 am last night.
no wonder I cant sleep right now. and...I cant stop thinking of you!
Oh god, baby! what areyou doing to meeeee....aaaaaaahh.......I just wanna snap my fingers and pop up where you are right now.
I lied down in bed just before and...hugged myself, and imagine it was you holding me. and Oh....I smelled your perfume.......Hhhhhhh....Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....*falls into trance*
:P

I sound like a crazy person, Ill try to call your house.
If you dont answer, Ill TRY to sleep.

Love
Jennifer

Pictures from Birger Jarl.

The promise

If you wait for me
then Ill come for you
Although Ive traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart

If you think of me, if you miss me once in awhile
Then Ill return to you
Ill return and fill that space in your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting

If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place thats warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you

If youll be waiting
Ive longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace

Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting
Ive longed for you and I have desired
To see your face, your smile
To be with you wherever you are
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
Please say youll be waiting

Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise if its one that you can keep,
I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say youll hold
A place for me in your heart.

By Tracy Chapman

You know this is one of my favorite songs, I love the lyrics, and for once I can really relate to it this time. I will wait for you Jason, if you wait for me. Together again, it would really feel so good to be, in your arms. I hold you close to my heart.(sorry if this is too corny, but I can't help it.)