Jenn.. :)

I love you, 11 more days...bra bra bra...

This is gonna be so so so much fun!!!!!


I love you puss puss hej.

Hey Baby

So, I hated that fight we had last night. we always fight over the stupidest reasons.
We have to stop that, I know that when we're with eahother we dont really fight over stupid things like that...we can always kiss and make up. :)
now we cant, and it sucks.
I hate being away from you I really do, I wanna be able to spend everyday with you.
I wanna have you within reach you know.

Anyway :)
My mom is gonna develop our pics today, and im gonna add them to our visa app. and tomorrow, when Ill work at the store in the morning, Im gonna print out the final App. papers written on the computer, all the things we'd gone thru together...
m excited, and I'll send it in hopfully then, tomorrow as well! :)
or on Saturday.
Well, as soon as possible. yay!

I cant wait to be with you baby.
I just want the days to go by fast fast fast.
and...Ill sed your Ipod tomorrow as well, you should get it by next week.

Kisses
we'll talk soon!
call me when I get out of work.

What is wrong with you?

You're breaking my heart.

Do you wanna take a break?

The day you left

At the airport, these are the pics I wanted to send you.

it's like 2 weeks left

YAY! :D
14 days and a few hours left.
I can not wait for it to be next week cause after that...its only gonna be ONE WEEK LEFT!
ONE WEEK is only 7 days...7 days goes by fast!
I cant wait to be in your arms again!!

I love you!

For you...

memories...

Me and You at Central park

;WERBG;B

Hey..puss

I just felt like writing in the blog right now...im just messin on md...bored and waiting for my Mod status...

I want to go to Ikea so so bad with you and buy a big bed...big blankets..snuggles and snowball.

Im gonna buy a fridge for your room...a cute tiny one..with some apples in it...some meats...just for us babe..it will be cute..we never have to worry about people eating out stuff.

we can save and cook nice dinners with a movie...so much time...

Id say we get booze...have a party when I get there ok..maybe with Amir, Maria or terease....any of them johan and ria...we can take trips to stockholm...so much fun..I want to do this :) we will have a fun and sexy time for this month and a half!!!...no longer 3 weeks babe..also...we have a good 15 days !!! Love you

alskar dig

call me when you get home from work

jennifer

Whats going on...its 7pm...you have not once tried to call me nor are you picking up your cell phone......i called you 8 times including your house...im worried...

ilove you.
what on earth are you doing???

I am Sorry

Jason,

it is so hard to be away fro you!
Cause I love you so much, like I said on the phone. If anyone of us is upset and feeling weak the other person has to be there to support.
We can't both feel weak, and it is OK to feel weak, we're going thru a tough time baby. being away from eachother waiting for god knows how long. BUT what's important is only to remember the love we have for eachother. The love that IS strong, we know it. if it wasnt we'd given up long time ago.
I will never leave you. I want to be with you forever. sometimes I feel so sad about being away from you and i get so frustrated, and....I dont like it, i dont want to argue over the phone, it's the worst. lets take care of eachother and not fight....
lets just be happy and inlove, please. cause I am that with you!! I really am!
So lets not argue about stupid stuff and lets think about the good things and never forget for a second that we love eachother with all our hearts.

lets not pick an arguement.
I LOVE YOU!
Lets take care of our love Jason!
you know its real and strong and true!!!

I'm sometimes afraid we'll give up. Ít's stupid, cause i know you'll be with me...
Just hold me baby.
I feel lonely :(
I LOVE YOU!

Tatoo of love

Just tatoo this on your chest and you'll have me forever baby! :P haha, just kidding. It's kind of nice tho.

....

jen reassure me of your passion for me....reassure me ok...there is nothing wrong with me asking while you are aways from me. Ill reassure you

almost 2 weeks left... but listen...after just another 10 days we will be so excited that there is only 1 week left...then it just gets better and better from there... imagine 3 days before i come...the spark that rekindles again...that good feeling of seeing you...jennifer...that good feeling is so so good, do you see?

You feel what im feeling...you are...

I will be there and things are gonna be GREAT! you see me in person, and you tell me your weak... your weak for me....thats it...You got me silly... Im honest to my word as ive always been...after this lil vacation...I will be making hard earned money...which means good money for us...I will take care of us when i build up...me and you will come up with ideas and plans...and many more exciting things when we finally move in....things will get great...Sweden Summer!...watch out jennifer...

talkin about me and you in the forest...think im joking...its passionate with us in the forest...all that fucking...jen you just cant get enough of ME! you see...want to see your bad boy...ill show u ruff...
But can I show romantic is the real ? maybe you will just have to do a lil more exploring with me and you will find what I can do and what you can really feel

Our spark is strong still...as in times.

Your going to be my warrior as well as my queen.

Babina, When i turned to you and said I love you the first time...I meant it.
I can do amazing things when Im with the woman of my dreams....you will see.

all you need is the touch on my chest again to feel what we have always wanted...and now we have it again today...jag alskar dig and couples like us make things happen and set the stepping stones for greater things in life that are divine.


and they lived happily ever after..

the end :)



^there it ended happy :0

stop being such a sook! :)

fine

You dont want to call then?


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cause you are hurting me if you dont....

you know you love me...call me and act like you do...cause you do

no excuses..just call...when you do..then say I love you....ok?

Jason and Jennifer

:) I like our names together!
and bottom line, even tho we argue about the stupidest stuff, I LOVE YOU!
and ALWAYS WILL!
remembe, undying love! *blush*
you make my life exciting and you do make me feel good and special.
cant wait to get to kiss you!

Jenny :)

I was watching this youtube video, and it reminded me of our favortie movie...

watch it




also remember the misquitos chasing after us.... Daaa Deeeeeee Daaa deee Daa deee Da Da dA da dee dee dee da dee da dee!


I love ya jennifer...pusses all day

cant wait to spend more time with you...call me and stop being such a sook!

Hey Baby Boo boo

I love you you! :)
So, Im sitting here on my bed, watching ugly betty, thinking about you. Having a cup of coffee in my statue of liberty mug.
I miss you so much!
I can NOT wait until you'll be here! Can't wait until that morning when Im gonna pick you up at the airport!! :D weeeeh!

Im gonna try and call you soon, wake your ass up, lol.
if you dont wake up, Ill just talk to you when I get home from work.

Puss puss puss puss!

Your Ugly Betty

Do I really look like her? lol. Sometimes I think I kind of do :S
eeeehh...

Wow babe...

Things are going so well, mmmm, i cant wait to see you again...Im so happy we have this....fun times fun times we will have...I realize how strong my feeling are for you...Im so so happy. My body and Soul are screaming for you right now!

I can feel your body when i close my eyes..JEn what we have is so great...we are so fortunate to have something like this...i want you more then money too!

call me , call me, call me...keep hearing eachothers voice will make us strong.

hey babe

Hellz Yes...i miss it too babe....We will share it together again...we will be a part of eachother for now on...we are one and no one breaks us..we will always be...happy, Passioonate, and sexual, as well as strongly emotional for eachother...puss puss

Jennifer, I want great things with you..like giving you a ring and watching your stomach grow bigger and bigger..hehe...alskar dig mami

P.S. I cant wait to have your body again...ruff...very ruff...i can almost cum thinking about it

I LOVE NEW YORK

But I love you more of course!!
Look what I found, Manhattan as little Sweden hehe. Cute.
I miss being with you in the states baby!
I had so much fun with you.
Going to New york together, walking thru Time Square, looking for the car we didnt know where we parked, haha! Having Pizza at that place watching Family Guy. I miss walking thru Central Park too! All our times together.
I miss walking to Seven Eleven, having coffe there every morning. Brazilian BOLD! :D Mmmm, with that Vanilla flavoured cream. Yum yum.
I miss going to RITE AID! and taking the buss to the Mall. I miss the Mall!! Garden state plaza, so much fun so much to see!
I miss cruisin around in Pauls shitty car lol. Smoking a cigarett. I miss not knowing where to eat lol. I miss watching TV with you, and I kind of also miss getting mad at you when you wanted to watch George Carlin before bed. :)

I MISS YOU JASON!
My true love.

BE HAPPY!!

DONT WORRY!
BE HAPPY! :)

I love you.

jen

your not online...and your not picking up your phone, no blog, nothing...ive been calling you since 12:30 your time :(

its like your just ignoring me. what are you doing...how come your not answering your cell...you Promised you had nothing to do..and even if you did you would at least pick up your cell phone...i cant believe this

Im gonna try to go out :(

you havent even responded in the blog...I can only imagine whats on your mind and I dont like it...sorry for being so caring...I thought I was your one...guess i was wrong :(

Jen we need to talk when you get back....I have a weird feeling about this.

oh...

you have me...just to let you know...Jag alskar dig jennifer...puss

*does seal*

hej hej

I really meant what i said below...pusses...lets have a good time 2morrow..we need it with each other

Jen

Happy V day babe,

I enjoyed what we had today on the phone...just hearing each others voices felt so good as always...We need to feel eachother...that is the main problem...it hurts us not to be there...and thats what we need...but we will...we are close to it...you know we will go far and be very happy...shh..I want your mind and body and soul....ours together...we will work to accomplish anything...we will get through it...we are strong and nothing can break us apart...we are ready to be together always ..many gorgous summers...mmm mami...i love you. :) puss puss

I love you

Do the Seal baby!! :D

Today it's

YVALENTINES DAY!Y

I love you, I love you, I love you!

So happy you're my one and only on this special day of love!

You are such a good boyfriend, you care and love me with all your heart

and I feel the exact same way about you baby!

Today will be our day!

Me and You....Us...together...

On this day of love! :)

I was just thinking......thinking about you.

I feel so good just now.
and before too...
everytime I talk to you and you fill me with loving words I feel like I can fly.
I feel so special and loved and it makes me feel stronger and being away from you feels less hard.
Thinking about how much I love you makes it less hard too, but I miss being close to you so much! being able to kiss and touch!!
But, we will be with eachother very soon, I hope the days will go by really fast cause I cant wait to be with you papi!

You are the light in my life.
Im afraid that it will weaken. So afrain, cause my love for you is so strong.
Lets never let it fail!!!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
and I know you will too....:)

so....really....we'll go on forever baby.
us, together, loving eachother, being with eachother...

Kisses!
I will call you later to wake you upp.

:D

WOW!

You're so dirty....bad bad bad boy.
You're gonna make me do bad bad bad things. *blush*
I love you!
I wanna try all new things possible. Mmm, can't wait to do dirty things together in bed baby.

...

love you jenny...wanna fuck jenny?...im not gonna fuck you till you are chocking on my cock...


Im not gonna stick my cock in untill I drop my fat load on your mouth...


im gonna stick my fingers deep in you... i want to rub your toy in all my cum...then put it in your ass till its in half way....

then while my fingers are in you deep...ill just shove my cock in it really hard and deep...ill keep in in deep...

then im pushing the toy in your ass all the way till your but swallows is...

you will have so much cum in your mouth while you are screaming in pleasure..mmmm

i m not gonna stop either....you still have to sit on my cock while im fucking your ass with your toy thats covered in my cum ...

you are gonna get it so so so hot...i will try new things that day...so jaag alskar dig :)

Lära dig svenska?

omg

gosh babe...i love that pic....cause your happy in that one.

puss....i cant stop thinking about my trip.

i mean it, I also really wanted to write this to tell you that.

I cant wait to be with US again... te amo mi mami...huhuhuhhu....mucho mucho..te amo mami jenny

Hihihihihihihihih

Jason and Jennifer playing.

Aw Baby

I will wait for you always...you're so cute! I LOVE YOU!!

Oh god, I just wanna kiss those lips!

The sign - Ace of Bace

Iiiii saw hiiis coooock
and I opened up my mouth
I sucked his cock!

I took in really deep
and choked and swallowed
aaaall hiiiiis cuuuuuum....

I'm sitting here...

Wondering where you are...
I came home about30 min ago, and you are nowhere to be seen.
Inactive 3 hours ago, maybe you're at the track. I guess so...even tho, it's passed 11pm your time, the time when we said we'd both be on...
But you're not.
Where are you? Why didnt you bring your phone card to call me or something? why arentyou getting your ass home?

*sigh*
I would have know you wouldnt be on.
I've called home once, no answer.
This fucking suck, I was feeling soooo happy and good, and now...it's all gone and I should go to sleep soon...So, Good night.

Habade Habido

JAG ÄLSKAR DIG!!

I just realized, that...YOU...are the best, that you love and care for me means so much to me, more then anything! wow. Im the luckiest girl on earth. I got love....I got a man....and he's name is Jason and soon....we'll start of or lifes together! for real...
We'll be around eachother always, and be close to eachother too.
Love thinking about that.

I hope time goes by faster from now on.
feels like it's going in slowmotion...sucks.

Jason Jason Jason

I just want to fast forward time, I hate having to wait...
I want to have you with me, so I can touch you.
I can't wait.
Well, I can wait...but...*sigh* it sucks.
We're so far away from eachother.
Thinking about it makes me sad :(

Just stay with me.
And keep reminding me how much you love me.

The summer here in Sweden with you is gonna be amazing!

boo

Jenny...come here girlfriend,

I love my memories with you...this is quite the ride with you...it just keeps getting better jenny.

We are gonna have a wild time together.

I cant wait till our first time on a warm summer night in sweden..on a beach that is at night...ummm...im gonna attack you in the warm sand.

yee, I have the happiest look right now...we should try out sky diving one day babe.

Memories

Oh Jason,

I'm listening to the song you posted up right now while writing.
I see you singing to this song in the car while driving under the tunnel to New York.
I remember now!
I see your face and you're so handsome and, wow....omg, I'm getting tears in my eyes. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU with all my heart.
See! what you are doing to me, my love for you is so strong baby.

I would kill myself if I lost you *knock on wood* . seriously.
My life would have no meaning.

hmmm

Read my previous post while you listen ok...puss

Boo!

its 9am your time, Hope you sleep well babe.

This is gonna be a very interesting turn in my life moving to sweden with you.

Wow, just 6 months ago I was waiting for my PassPort to meet you for the first time.

Now we have gone this far....this is undescribable.

From a harmless flirt to a real life passion for one another...wow.

Your family and you are great. Your mom is awsome!

Join my gang on mde to help out...read the gang page.

*Winks*

Ill talk to you sometime today...umm your voice...you can see me on cam babina.

I just imagine a warm day in the Sweden Summer on a beach at night outside our hotel...ummm...I will rock your world on that beach. I cant wait...so much to do and alot of time to do it finally...I want it all...you..our cafe...you name it.

1 step at a time...small steps...we will do it

Jason my Bobo

At the Museum.

If I knew

You were gonna be gone all night I would have gone and made labels.
You said that you weren't gonna get a hair cut...you said No when I asked.
and then you dont tell me you're going anyway.
and I asked you if you'd be home when i got home so we could talk but No...then you're already gone.

Are you mad at me for some reason?
trying to make me feel like crap?
Dont bother calling, Im tired of having to sit around waiting for you.
I got to know from your mom that you were gone getting a hair cut, she says you'll be home 4-5 pm your time, which is 10-11 pm my time.

great.
Bye.

hmm

yeah well your not online now..so ill call you

City-Therese-Labels.

Hi Baby!
Good morning.
I woke up 30 min ago, I woke up at...yeah, 2 pm.
So I got at least 6 hours of sleep. I couldnt sleep right away after we'd talk, I dont know why, it why driving me crazy cause I wanted to fall asleep so bad.
but then finaly, I fell asleep, thank god!!

I think I've gotten back in my regular sleeping moode now :)

I'm gonna go to the City now, need too. First Im gonna meet Therese and look around a little at a spring flee market at the square in the city you know, after that Im gonna go to labels and do that for a few hours, not long, dont wanna come home too late, I wanna chat and talk on the phone with you *Pusses*
And see you on cam!!!!!!! omg, cant wait to see you your gorgeous face!!
Puss puss puss puss puss puss....on your gorgeous ass!!

Call my cell if you want, Im gonna bring my phone card and Im gonna be online when Im at labels. Talk then ok!
Keep in touch!

Lots of kisses!

Negative

This blog is filled with sadness and negative feelings.
I dont like it.
Im waiting for you to write something cute, but...no...

Did you really read all my posts that I posted that hour of waiting for you last night?

.ggg

ok dont right on here..right in the blog...its ok...im here as ive always been..was just out with leaon comin back from his dads house. we went to kurts for like 1 hr..i wanted to back sooner...its ok..im here for you. I always care...im honest

Jason

Seriously. you have to call me and explain what's going on...
you have to call me...

I feel so empty right now.
So blank....
I dont know what to say anymore.
I feel so stupid for acting this way.

You have to call me, just call...my cell-phone or whatever...whenever, even if it is when Im at work.

I'm taking one step back for now. Just to make myself calm down.

God, Im crying so much!

You dont care about me!?

Talked to your mom...

She answered, she said you were out, at least that is what she thought.

Can't believe it...
You're out...doing what?
Omg.
I'm worried.
Jason! wtf!

I woke your mom up, because of trying to get a hold of you.
damn.
What a fucking mistake.
I dont ever wanna feel like this ever again...
I hate crying over you this way.

WTF!

Why are you doing this to me!!!!

Why?
I'm now getting mad at you.
Oh god. you've made me feel like crap this morning.
I'm so so so so so so so....i dont know....upset.
Thanks....thanks a lot!
I thought I could count on you.

You know...this makes me take one step back...
one step back...in caring for you too much.
Im just not care...
It's so hard. Cause I love you so much.
But Im gonna have to try and not think about you today...
Work is gonna suck...cause Im not feeling happy right now.
I've called your house 4 times now.
I feel like a fool.

I'm going to work in 30 min.
I thought Id be talking to you by now...but no.
I will never ask you for anything anymore, cause I dont wanna feel this way again...
the feeling of hope being crushed.

:(

Ive been clicking on your MDE porfil over and over and over again...
to see if you're online.

Im crying so much, looking at pictures of you, you're so goregous on them.
God...I feel like shit.
Where are you?

Why?

Why havent you called me?
Where are you?
What are you doing?

Im so disapointed.
Am I not gonna talk to you at all before I got to work?
Omg...
Shit...
...What is going on in your head right now?
"Oh, I dont need to call Jennifer or write her anything...No, no no...Ill just go to sleep."
or whatever you're doing right now....

Omg...
Feels like I care so much more then you do, you know I would do ANYTHING for you. Anything!!! and if I keept a promis I would keep it.
You havent...
And Im so sad.

My day is gonna suck!!!

Omg

Still no call...I thought I could count on you to call me.
I wanted to talk to you before I go to work.
Did you fall asleep?.....no...that would be wierd, you could have said something then at least, that youre going to bed.
Did you go out?....yeah, maybe to get cigarettes...maybe you had to walk there, if so, you could have wrote me and told me that you were gonna be late or something.

Im crying again, Im a mess.
Im too into you....
I feel stupid...
I dont wanna call really either and check if you're there again, cause I dont wanna wake someone up.

I feel that Im the only one writing to you and so on....where are you?

I wonder...

...if I care too much.

I havent been able to sleep baby, it's because I basicly woke up from a long sleep only about 12 hours ago.
Im gonna go thru this day, and be tired by the right time later this night coming...
I think that is the best thing to do :)
Ive been relaxing tho. Ive been just lying in bed, thinking....about a lot of things.
I think Im a bit nervous about coming back to work...just that Ive been away for a while.

I wonder if I care to much...about you.
I just called you...I hope Im not freaking you out by being all over you.
cause its soon 6 am my time...midnight your time, you said youd call so...Im kind of waiting...what if you dont call?
That must mean that you dont really care, at least not like I do. I do hope you keep your word...Only 2 min left to midnight...and you've been inactive about 30 min on MDE, I wonder where you are.
I wanna talk before I go to work...Shit...Im sorry Im all over you.
I just havent come over the fact of being home and away from you.
I think Im gonna need you these coming days until Ive grown use to being away from you, you know.

Jason, where are you?

Cell phone pics.

Me, and air forces in the back.My night stand, pic of us.
I LOVE YOU!