Lots of kisses

No worries

it could be many things he said...i doubt its that.

Trust me...your ok.

Im talking to you on MSN right now...haha im whooping you in that game.

At the hospital

I've been here for an hour already.
and I might be here for more...
I pray to god that I wont have to stay here the whole afternoon/night.
Remember before, when we had to wait because they were changing staff...that's what's happening to me, a nurse just came to me and told me that I might have to wait longer, depending on how many others there are that need help more then I do, maybe someone is having a baby, someone is going thru operation...
I'm last in line...
Hopefully there's isn't any that are in need more then I am. I'm crying...cause I hate this. The Doctor in Länna couldnt say exactly what it was cause he didn't have the right equipment. So he adviced me to go to the hospital. lucky I bought the laptop or I would kill myself in bordedom and pain. The Doctore thinks it can be many things. also included what I truly hope it isn't...(but I wouldn't die if it was).
Now I've been here for 1 hour and 15 min. i probably will be here for another....2 hours. *sigh* there is like 100 of nurses running back and forth doing nothing. well...i guess the're doing their job. I just feel so lonely here and sad...I just want to get it over with. I just wanna get help. I just want it to go away. I don't care what it is!!! I don't care at all anymore...If it's herpes *knock on wood* then, tough luck...but, it's not dangerous and I should be happy that I dont have cancer.

I just wish you were here so I could hold you hand and feel a bit stronger and secure.

Yours Jennifer