Imagine

...me in this. :P

let's go to victoria secret.

Just hung up...

and at once I start crying.
...I tired. and I think I expect maybe a little too much from you...
you affect me so much it almost sucks.

Jennifer

I want to learn you and your whole body.

Tired

I just woke up, my hair is a mess, I have no make up on what so ever, I still look pretty ok tho, But IM SO TIRED!!!
My eyes arent that puffy, which is good. hehe.
I cant stop wishing you were here, in my bed, I miss waking up in the morning with you next to me, I miss turning around and facing you, smelling your morning breath, kissing you anyway, wrapping my arm around you, tuck my head under yours, feel you kiss my forehead, wrap my legs around yours, feel your skin, and your dry leg.

I miss everything about you,
I can still smell the perfyme on my wrist. Mmm, Au Sexy Jason smell.

Talk to you later loser!
Pusses
You suck for not writing in here even tho you've been online before you went to bed.
Oh well...

Tuck head under yours

...

I love you too

Back to New Jersey?

Hi Baby!
yay, you're going home today! :D
and I got the papers in the mail today that you need for the application :) I sent them all to you today in a big big silver envelope WITH a card :) and something els...
You'll see when you get it, I think it will be in your mail on Thuesday maybe.

Exciting huh? :P

Thinking about you!
Pusses

Remember

I LOVE YOU!

hehe..make one with the facebook pic too

nice babe...im here now..call me at the house line..the 919 number

Look what I made

Good Morning!

Im on the blog again... Woot woot! :) Im in the kitchen right now...its 11:22pm here...pusses....grrrr...I miss kissing you....I so so cant wait to see you again Jennifer.

We will be together so much when you cum here...I know you want Jason as much as I want Jennifer...my big bed and soft lips...under the warm but cool sheets with me all over eachother like white on rice wrestling...mmmm...let me grab that ass real tight and puss you :)

Ttyl babe

Yours truley and sincerly,
Your Jersey Boy Jason


Pusses

Where are you?

Hope you call me soon, I've been online all day to see if you've been on.

Please call me as soon as you can! :) you know the times I can answer.
I'm still at labels at the moment, but I'll go soon to that other job, in any way I'll be home later at dinner time your time, then we MUST talk or I'll go koko.

hate how our call got cut off, I was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"
ZzzZzzzZZzzzzzzzz....

I miss you!

Winterland

I almost frooze my fingers off to make this for you ^_^
The bus that was stuck in the snow, Never seen anything like it before...

I'm sitting here alone in my bed, watching Devils wear prada, it's actualy a bit based on Ugly betty, well, maybe more inspired by.

Anyway, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you!

I'm already feel a bit tired, but first I just wanted to write you some here on the blog for you to read when you arrive in North Carolina. I can't stop thinking about us, I love us, what we have...it's all really really special. mmmmm...*hugs tight*

Ooo, when I come NYC we have to have starbucks, we don't have that here, well, there's a lot we don't have, but...startbucks coffee...is nice.

Mm, when watching the movie, NYC looks really cool, I've always known it's a cool city but I've actualy not really thought about it tho lately, it really looks amazing by night I can imagine.

ANYWAY! :) I'm just bla bla bla...

What matters is...I love you....I.....love.....you!....you....I love....you, you....love.love.love.love. you, online you! :)

I miss you so much here in my bed, I wanna hold you so bad!

hola mami

Jennifer, Im leaving in 4hrs from now, hope i get to talk to you when you get off work...i will buy another phone card so I can call you when I arrive in North Carolina...hope i can talk to you 2morrow before and/or after you work at the party.

Pusses...

Make you feel my love

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love


By: Adele

(another song that I kinda like, its sweet, I used to listen to it before when I was working at labels, alone on weekends, and I would feel a bit lonely but still good, cause I knew that I could do a lot to make someone feel my love, and I was just wondering to whom I was gonna do that to.)

Nej Sluto

I'll go home

I'm exhausted!
My legs are sore...
I can bearly keep myself up, my legs just wanna collapse, hehe, but I'm so glad I got off work early. yay, like 45 min early.
wow, working fro 12 pm to now was tiring, NEVER ENDING, people just kept coming...never ended. pissed me off.
anyway, so...I'm gonna be a party poop and go home :) cause my well-being is more important and YOU ofcourse!

Can't wait to get home to my warm room and to get to talk to you.
I really wanna go thru that app. as well.

Lots of pusses

Cafe Jasifer

cool name, tell her I said happy b-day, if your sick then just go strait home...the wether sucks outside. She should understand....if you go to her party then I think ill just go out too since you will be home late..so ill wait to hear from you till a lil after 10pm your time...if not then ill just talk to you when you get home 2morrow after you get out of work.

P.S. I would like if you went home instead so we can talk and go over the app.

Snow snow snow!

When I woke up this morning in was snowing SO SO much! it has stopped now but...see! there's so much snow, just all at once. and Im a bit worried that the bus is gonna be late...or worst cancled. I pray to god it's not. It was so nice talking to you last night, always is, I love hearing you voice and hearing you moan. :P
I hope the time at work goes by fast...so I can go home and lookforward to talk to you and go thru that form/application.
I just remembered, Therese's Bday party is today...I work tomorrow at 11.30. and...I wanna talk to you, + that Im not well...and I need to take my medicine, maybe she understands that I have to go home after work, was thinking of going by her house and say HI for just an hour or so...but still...if so happens, Ill call you from my cell, I can call you with my phone card from my cell and I will take the buss later at 10pm (and not 9.30) ill be home 30 min later then 4 pm.

Love you Sexy!

27 dresses

It was on TV...i watched some of it..its not that bad. That movie reminded me of you so much cause you always talked about it with me :)

Talk to you in about 10min form this post...I cant wait

Not my cup of tea

Hey baby!

I need to work after all. I need money. Without money...I'll have less money when I come back after visiting you. I've been off work all week. so...But dont worry. I feel alright. Im only gonna work for 4 hours today. and tomorrow its gonna be for a bit longer but I'll be gone when you're probably asleep and ill be home in the afternoon your time :)

I just went thru my bag and found all the tea bags you gave me before from when we were at MAX'S. Like 5 or 6 of them. I was about to throw them away (I dont know why) but then I thought of you, and how you gave me them...and how cute that was. and how nice that I still had them in my bag, I totaly forgot about them. anyway, So now Im sitting here with a cup of tea :) and being all cosy, I WISH YOU WERE HERE!! I have to go to work in a little more then an hour. maybe Ill talk to you before I leave...or we'll talk when I get off at 9pm (3pm your time) you can call my cell for a min :) I love hearing your voice.

I think, maybe you printed out both the version of that application? the Swedish one and the English one, both the same but in different languages? cause, what I know I dont have to fill in a form until later and that form I'll get from migration. If you mean the swedish part just at the end of the application then that is a part that I think migration will fill in.

Anyway, we can talk and go thru it when I get home after work. wouldn't it be nice if you could hand in that application before you leave for thanksgiving!!!:)

I'll try and call you soon. just to see if you're up.

AND....thanks for the tea baby, it's so good for my throat.

Love you!... A lot!

ps. when I smell your perfyme I get weak and mushy, I like how you left stuff for me here. they really remind me of you, and makes me miss you even more.

hola

its 8am your time Jennifer, stopped at dunkin dounuts on the way home...Im tired..take off of work 2morrow...you need it.

nice pics...i miss that stuff.

I got the application printed...I think one application is for you to fill out..its in sveska...maybe not...but ill fill it out later.

Goodnight...or good morning boo!

Lots of kisses

No worries

it could be many things he said...i doubt its that.

Trust me...your ok.

Im talking to you on MSN right now...haha im whooping you in that game.

At the hospital

I've been here for an hour already.
and I might be here for more...
I pray to god that I wont have to stay here the whole afternoon/night.
Remember before, when we had to wait because they were changing staff...that's what's happening to me, a nurse just came to me and told me that I might have to wait longer, depending on how many others there are that need help more then I do, maybe someone is having a baby, someone is going thru operation...
I'm last in line...
Hopefully there's isn't any that are in need more then I am. I'm crying...cause I hate this. The Doctor in Länna couldnt say exactly what it was cause he didn't have the right equipment. So he adviced me to go to the hospital. lucky I bought the laptop or I would kill myself in bordedom and pain. The Doctore thinks it can be many things. also included what I truly hope it isn't...(but I wouldn't die if it was).
Now I've been here for 1 hour and 15 min. i probably will be here for another....2 hours. *sigh* there is like 100 of nurses running back and forth doing nothing. well...i guess the're doing their job. I just feel so lonely here and sad...I just want to get it over with. I just wanna get help. I just want it to go away. I don't care what it is!!! I don't care at all anymore...If it's herpes *knock on wood* then, tough luck...but, it's not dangerous and I should be happy that I dont have cancer.

I just wish you were here so I could hold you hand and feel a bit stronger and secure.

Yours Jennifer

Good Morning

By the time you read this you have just got up i hope...im headed to the store now..be there for like an hr. Love you boo boo.

I cant wait to fuck your brains out when i see you. Just watching you on cam today drives me crazy..puss puss hej

GOD!

After seeing you on cam today, i just knew I had to see you know matter what...i can sense exactly how you felt when you saw me on cam too. You turn me on so so much when you where showing me you nipple..YEEEEE. I cna twait to see you...Te Amo Mami Jennifer.

Fucking sexy

mmm, can't wait to be with you again. You give me butterflies in my tummy. You make me feel warm inside. You make me happy. I would do anything for you...seriously, I can't imagine anything that I wouldnt do for you...
I see you as my first true love Jason.

Te amo Papi Chulo!

hehe

Yes, of course your my jennifer.

Always and forever we will be.

Love you ;)

Life important question

WILL YOU STAY WITH ME NO MATTER WHAT?

til death do us part, thru sickness and health...for better for worse.

I'm afraid there would be something that would make you leave me.

You are the one I want to be with for forever.

I believe you feel the same.

I'm just being worried.

Maybe also for no reason at all.

Anyway.

Will you stay with me no matter what?

Puss puss

FROM THE DAY YOU LEFT

Bad day

...But it got better as soon as you called me.

that was a nice suprise!

Jason goes "Jersey boy" on me.

you silly bob...

Kaffe and Kebab

Sounds great, I can taste the white sauce in my fav kebab wrap.

I miss teasing you while your working..like squeezing your....hehe.

I also miss those walks with you back home from labels afterwards.

Yes we will talk all the time no matter where i am... :)

I hope

...The time is gonna go by fast...
When you go away from Thanksgiving I hope we can talk as usual.
Just be online when you can and I will always be online when I come home from work, just so I dont miss you :)

Yeah, i have a lot of work this weekend, long days. it's gonna suck but I'll think of you.

I miss having you here at labels, sitting on the chair by my side, being bored, and having coffee and kebab.

Thanksgiving

Im taking a trip this friday on plane to see my aunt...im coming back the day after thanksgiving...its a big family day in the states...but ill call you from there house and also see you online..thats the big weekend you work so its all good sexy ass

first post

lol, aw babe..you lost sleep...just saw you on MD..i ate Wendy's breakfast just now. its was good as shit...im so happy we are in contact like we should..its fun and feels good

I cant sleep

You're online on msn, but not at the computer!! GRR!! why, why, why...
i was hoping to talk to you.
I dont know if I dare to call your home right now, what if you're away...and your mom answers.
Really would like to talk tho.
.......

I think I had too strong coffee earlier, and...i did go to bed at like 5 am last night.
no wonder I cant sleep right now. and...I cant stop thinking of you!
Oh god, baby! what areyou doing to meeeee....aaaaaaahh.......I just wanna snap my fingers and pop up where you are right now.
I lied down in bed just before and...hugged myself, and imagine it was you holding me. and Oh....I smelled your perfume.......Hhhhhhh....Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....*falls into trance*
:P

I sound like a crazy person, Ill try to call your house.
If you dont answer, Ill TRY to sleep.

Love
Jennifer

Pictures from Birger Jarl.

The promise

If you wait for me
then Ill come for you
Although Ive traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart

If you think of me, if you miss me once in awhile
Then Ill return to you
Ill return and fill that space in your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting

If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place thats warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you

If youll be waiting
Ive longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace

Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting
Ive longed for you and I have desired
To see your face, your smile
To be with you wherever you are
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
Please say youll be waiting

Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise if its one that you can keep,
I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say youll hold
A place for me in your heart.

By Tracy Chapman

You know this is one of my favorite songs, I love the lyrics, and for once I can really relate to it this time. I will wait for you Jason, if you wait for me. Together again, it would really feel so good to be, in your arms. I hold you close to my heart.(sorry if this is too corny, but I can't help it.)