Sunday, December 13, 2009

HAHA!


hahahahahahahaha!!!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Jen =)

soory i missed your call, i thought you were sleeping cause you didnt call back right away

leon came by with kurt and i hung out for a bit.

Im glad i remembered the pw for our blog.

I love you

i have no phone card. I hope you call me when you wake up

dam...i miss you. I cant wait to get my hands on you again
puss

your jersey boy
Jason =)

Monday, July 6, 2009

jenny =)

jen...im leaving in 4 hrs.

i was getting a haircut...thats why you could not reach me.


love ya babe.

ummm...i dont have enough on my phone card to reach your cell....but i could call your home

For the FLIGHT

Booking reservation number: 47LDFP
(from Check my trip.com)

Airline confirmation number(s): Malaysia Airlines R7XNVD

Newark to Stockholm
Flight 1
Monday, July 06, 2009
confirmed

Departure:
22:00
Newark, USA -
Newark Liberty International , terminal B
Arrival:
11:40 +1 day(s)
Stockholm, Sweden -
Arlanda , terminal 5
Airline:
Malaysia Airlines MH091
Duration:
7:40
Aircraft:
Boeing 747-400
Last check in:
information not available
Fare type:
Economy Restricted
Baggage:
information not available
MEAL (NON SPECIFIC)


Document 232-4792583138:
Newark - Stockholm
Jason Labriola print mail
Issuing Airline: MH
Ticket status: e-ticket processed 17JUN09

e-ticket number: 232-4792583138

Saturday, July 4, 2009

lol..hey boo

aw...dont worry...you told me on the phone already...its better now..she is just in shitty mood.


poor thing...let me cheer you up.

I got a special package for you when i get there :0 , and it tastes mmm.

Retarded-ness.

Hey baby,
I love you!
So happy you called and woke me up before you went to bed.:smile:

Natalie is still here, shes gonna stay another night...she has nowhere to go so...I had a hard time to say NO you know.But we can still talk as much as you want, I told her that I wanna talk to you and stuff.
She helped me fix the closet that we're gonna have our stuff in, she helped me take all the stuff out and I had a fight with mom so...she cheered me up...I cried cause my mom is so retarded and in a bad mood.
All I asked was If I....I!! could start orginizing the closet and cleaning it out, and she just started bitching and yelling. and she was like, 'jason!! jason!!' meaning like that I was like all like 'Jason! Jason!' idk...she was just stupid, i didnt even mention your name, all I said was, when Jason gets here. all his stuff is gonna lie on the floor, isnt it better if I do this thing now, cleaning out the closet, she just started bithcing about it getting messy in the garage and that she wants everything on a shelve,(spelling?) but she doesnt have a shelve, she has to buy one first and yada yada yada...I can not wait for that. She's so retarded. she thought that she was gonna have to do the stuff, but I only said that I was gonna do it, ME not her...omg. she's so retarded.
I said that her, that she was retarded...Her come back was, 'Uh oh, what about you, huh?!'
Im like, ehm...Oh no no, Im not retarded, because YOU misudnerstand everything I say and also repeat the things I say like you didn't hear me say it, so Im like. YEAH THAT'S WHAT IM SAYING! omg...she's so retarded at the moment.
And when I tell her to rest and I tell her, I can clean up here, go and rest, cause that is what you're bitching about, that you wanna rest because it is your day off, then REST!
NO NO...she wants to clean and stuff anyway...jesus.
Anyway, Natalie heard eveything how we screamed...and she cheered me up.

Ill call you soon ok baby!I LOVE YOU!
You know it ;) and sexy talk later?

Friday, July 3, 2009

Jason Baby

I've tried and reach you so many times tonight.

called you home and to your cell thru out the night....afternoon for you.

Where are you baby? I wanna talk :(

Just call me ok baby.



I LOVE YOU and I think about you lots.

Wish you were here to meet all my moms nice co-workers! and hang out with me and phillip and his friend and all. playing Xbox...I have Call of Duty NOW!! :D and street fighters!!!

we have to play games when you get here baby.



Love you!

Puss kiss

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I can't breath

I can't take this pressure...live is not easy right now.
and I dont want anything to do with my father really....that is what I want...
I hate him for what he's been doing to this family and me...
If you wanna talk to him, you can...
YOU can still work for him...
I....dont wanan see his face...
God, I feels so...upset right now...if you never wanna talk to me again, then...just let me know...
ok. this is just so hard for me, ok. I thought you already were aware of his bullshit...

Im sorry...
You say I do nothing for you...
so...
maybe...Im not good enough for you, Im sorry Jason.
but this is something that I can not do...I can not speak to him about my feeling cause he will step on me like he always does...and stabb me in the heart.

jhey boo

i miss you so much.


you havent callled ..its 1 pm.

im waiting for your call.

i miss you.

i want to talk...what have you been up to?

jenny

Im so sorry.

i always call.

Ian was suppose to come over and i was gonna go to the store.

he didnt come by and I couldnt drive cause the car was backed in the driveway and people where sleeping.


Jag Alskar Dig

ill be there in 5 days...so call me boo. puss

Monday, June 29, 2009

Pictures

This is my fav pic. it's so cute...
I just developed some pics of us, that im gonna add into a photo album with other photos from when I was in US with you the first time.

I love you!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Where are you?

.......when I need you?:(
Just woke up...thinking about you....wanting to talk....it's 11 pm your time....
and looks to me that you are out?!
:( can you tell me maybe where you go at night?
I would tell you...
I would tell you my every move! :(

Im crying...
omg, that is how much I love you....
I feel so loney when I cant reach you...

You havent even checked the blog either...
you maybe wont ever read this eaither!! omg...
you suck!

:(

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Friday, June 5, 2009

Jason and jennifer

:D
I love you, and I love what we have...
Im gonna start packing my bag later tonight, yay...:D
Can't wait to be in your arms again....
I just wanna be in your arms.
I iamge us together in NYC like holding eachother and holding hands, smiling, goofing around, kissing, kissing....just lots of love...you know....
Baby boo.
Just wanna be with you NOW!

miss you and love you baby!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

4 days left =)

wohoo...were are here..together..i love you i love you i love you jag love dig


I alskar you....i alskar dig Jag love you....Jag Alskar dig mia mor muchacha bonita senorita....puss puss puss puss


I iz writing in the blog =)

puss puss fem days babe...Fem

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

OMG!!

ONLYE 5 DAYS LEFT!!

Im so happy I got you, I have a wonderful boyfriend! :D
Im so happy your visa got accepted as well! yay!

Monday, June 1, 2009

WHAT!?

baby,

you never wrote in the blog!? :O
oh well...
I was kind of looking forward to reading something here...

Im gonna go to the city soon, going in early cause I need to buy a bra or two...since two of my bras has broke. I MISS YOU! wish you were so we could go to the city together, the weather is SO NICE, so sunny baby! you'd love it here now!

I just wanna get that ticket now for you!
so that we have it and know you're coming here in JULY.

PUSSES!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

forever and ever

I wanna be with you so bad baby!!
so alone here without you....
HOLD ME! *cuddles*
KISS ME!! *snuggles*

Im gonna go to the bus now any min. and head for work...
ill think about you, its gonna be a long day so....so boring. but ill think about you...
that will make it easier....
I love you with all my heart!

and we'll talk when I get off work!!
LOVE YOU!

:)
Pusses!
Can't wait for us to live together for real. when you get here, its gonna be so exciting!
we can start saving money and stuff and plan you know.
wee!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

WHAT!!?? :D


haha, look at your face silly bobby!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

BABY!

I got your texts messages =)

but it wont let me call out or text back =(


I wanted to speak to you so so bad tonight before i went to sleep.

but your sister woke up and picked up the phone after the first ring...huhuhuhuh

I love you so much...i wanted to speak to you so bad.

call me ....i know you will be hanging out with your friend 2morrow...but if i can just get 30min to talk to you...i will be fine...i really want to talk to you babe.

love you...think of me always...put a pic ofd us up opn your cell phone...the pic you looked at when you went backpacking...im filled with so much happiness yet im worried at the same time if im gonna be able to speak to you much...your soo busy.

find time 2morrow...please. mia mor...muchacha bonita senorita.
puss puss

Sunday, May 24, 2009

jennifer

im at kurts right now...you didnt call to wake me up...i had the phone next to me.

I hope your ok.

I know you get out at 9. ill be home at like 3:30...ill call you from kurts phone.

i enjoyed the time last night.

your probly exausted.

alskar dig hej

Saturday, May 23, 2009

:´)

*happy tear*

aww....WOOOOOOOOOOT

16 days!!!

i cant wait either...we are goona kiss again.


at the airport...you are gonna run into my arms. Ill give you the tingle feeling..like your getting now when you read this.

Mami MAMI!!!!

JAG ASLKAR DIG MAMI CHULA

I love you so much...lets take a walk in the city...warm weather ... we can take walks at night here...its gonna be great. we are gonna have so much fun :kiss:

16 days left

I can not WAIT to be with you again baby!
In your arms I feel the best! :)
You're always on my mind baby!

I love you!!
:D
16 days!! that is nothing....
soon only 2 weeks...and then less then 2 weeks and all of a sudden just a week, and a week goes by fast!

Im so happy I have you!
you dont understand jason! Its unbelievable how lucky we are, we're ment to be together, perfect match I think...so much love for eachother...I have a boyfriend that loves me and thinks I'm pretty and all...:) wow....
I feel so spcial!
and you are special as well jason!

Pusses!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

hola babina

you look so adorable in those pics...hmm..im gonna attack you cum here =p

Intresting...its been a bit since i wrote in the blog.

the blog is important. This is something special you created.

I like it alot.

Dont worry about what jealous idiots think of you on md2. That server is for children. Not real guys like me. I have my real woman...i just want to kiss you so much when I see you... I feel so happy with us. We will make it work...we went this far. Shows how much we want it.

Jag alskar dig mia mor

Monday, May 18, 2009

HAIR CUT!




AFTER :D

BEFORE :)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I'll love you forever

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry about last night.
I will love you forever and dont believe anything else, dont think I'll break up with you, LETS NEVER MENTION that at all.
Cause we're meant to me.
Omg, Jason, I just wanna hold your face and put my face close to yours and just feel your skin against mine and kiss you passionatly!
I miss feeling your cold feet against my feet when lying in bed, I miss putting my head on your cheast and having your arm around me.
When I lie there I feel safe...!

I love you baby! call me when you get the chance!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

You have to Understand

Hi love,

I love you with all my heart, never believe I dont ok! that just hurts to know that you dont believe me, when my heart is yours, take care of it, trust me, cause I trust you with it!
You can't make me feel bad about wanting to be with my friends! I had a really nice time last night just chillin' with Therese, talking about weight issues and stuff, just getting to know eachother better, and we agreed on so many things when it came to weight and stuff, and she was very open etc.
I enjoyed it.
I wanna keep my friends, I can't go thru my life with you not keeping the relationship with my friends fresh, gotta meet sometime, take the chance to hang a bit.
I never really do that a lot so....you can't be mad at me.
anyway.
I got really sad and angry when you decides to go out, it felt as a payback time from you, that is all.
but Im happy you went home early so we could talk :)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JASON!
we'll have little jr's. and stuff in the future, and a very nice life together.
Im your girl! take care of me...
Pusses!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I want to be myself

Third time's a charm?
I hope so with all my heart!
I feel so empty and lonely. I just wanna kiss you and hold you and never let you go.
I regret letting you get on that plane, I regret not kissing you every single minute of my time spent with you, cause that is what I wanna do to you right now!

I LOVE YOU JASON!
can't for you to get home and call me!!
I'm waiting for your call baby!

I LOVE YOU! :( I miss you!!
And i also have some good news! :D
___________________________________________________-


I want to be myself now. I dont feel like you like me as much as I do.

You want to have *fun* with your friends. You want to *go dancing*

go. go do what you want for now on. go to a club if you want. Go hang out with your friends. Go to a party. whatever you do...go do it.

You dont have to worry about me *controlling you* anymore.


Jennifer...

where to we stand?

this is it

im through playing games...I dont have to wait for you while you bullshit with me.

Im going out. Ill be back at 10pm my time

Jennifer

I really miss you.

When your with your friends, then I need like 5 min...you just hang up on me.

what are you thinking. I cant get 5 min.

Seems like you dont even want to be on the phone with me.






Ill talk to you later then... =(

Sunday, May 10, 2009

im confident

MT and JM are no more on mde. Duck told mt to fuck off and it was chaos..kyle wasnt around to put people up.

Q and Duck are trying to get me back up there. ...they really want me back.

anyways...im so confident about us. Im so happy I have you.
you are so so true with me.

we are the greatest thing that ever happend in our lives.

thats it for now babe...

and of course this....




I love you mami

Saturday, May 9, 2009

I LUV U

We look so nice together Jason.'
I think we're the perfect couple.
Of course we fight sometimes, but that will never change a thing, Ill love you forever!!
Nothing will ever make me end this, you are so valuable to me, Love is the greatest thing!!
Kisses

Friday, May 8, 2009

jennifer

you mean so so much to me right now...

you are everything to me...I love you...dont worry...ill be their for you

im putting everything I got into us...yes US

we are the light of eachothers lives.

I miss you already.

I asked to be demodded by the way. But its for the better.

IF anyone tells you otherwise then they are bullshitting. Q wanted me to stay badly but i kept thinking about you and how much I miss you and I started to actually Cry and said....this game is just interferring with us. I did it so i can spend more time with you.

Jen ...MD is what brought us together....that was its only purpose...now we are together ...so it means nothing.

I love you...and im so upset right now ... im just getting over it all.

Its working out with us.

I want to marry you someday....your family and your real friends love me. You are the most beautiful girl on this planet in my eyes...my mom loves you too.

she keeps mentioning us...how much she cares.

I feel asleep last night after i hung up the phone...ill wait for you later to call me.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

The day you left


You look so sad :(
I miss you so much baby and I love you THIS MUCH! :D
can't wait to be close to you agan, you mean eveything to me.

love you baby

Im kinda sad too without you...it also comes in waves.

I get too stressed out over things...me being away from you...all that stuff.

I miss you so much Jennifer.
your the only one for me =)
call me

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Jennifer + Jason = Happiness!

*does the cute kissing face*

Im sad without you baby, it comes in waves, when coming hime I cried and when coming home again from the store, I smelled your shirt and damn, that one smells just like you. it has the jason smell I love! and I cried some more....



I love you!
Ill see you in a month!

3 rd time now

Third time's a charm?
I hope so with all my heart!
I feel so empty and lonely. I just wanna kiss you and hold you and never let you go.
I regret letting you get on that plane, I regret not kissing you every single minute of my time spent with you, cause that is what I wanna do to you right now!

I LOVE YOU JASON!
can't for you to get home and call me!!
I'm waiting for your call baby!

I LOVE YOU! :( I miss you!!
And i also have some good news! :D

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Im Sorry

I was stuck at work, like I told you.
:( something bad did happen, to my co-worker.
It wasnt my decision or choice to stay, I had to...for safty reason. Dont ask me why, I would have wanted to go home right away after 2am when we closed.

and also, there's only a 5 hour different now. and not 6 hours.
Check our times on the blog and you'll see...
that is why you thought I was away for 1 hour and half when it really only was like 30-40 min.

I'm sorry.
Im here, dont worry.
I would never do anything behind your back!
I love you!

ok....

your laughing behind my back?


Your telling people that i must be worried? as if they heard me calling.

You dont talk about my business to other people like that....that was so fucking disrespectfull...im so worried where you are and people are laughing about it? Like you just slept with some guy behind my back kind of laugh?

jennifer, what couldnt you call to tell me this?

i was so FUCKING WORRIED! =(

right now

im feeling something bad has happend.

I can feel you in some sort of trouble. Like something bad happened...

and your not taking me serious i dont think...why couldnt you call.

Im worried

Jennifer, Im really worried about you.....Ive been calling you since you got off work....1hr and 30min so far

i hope everything is ok.

Jenn...i have a really bad feeling coming through me right now...i dont know what to say???

what is going on...im nervous. call me

if something happened to you..i would not no what to do in life...im so worried.

whats wrong?

you love me jennifer..what going on?

:D

I LOVE YOU!

Friday, March 6, 2009

I dont believe you...

You'll call me in 15 min? oh ok...
Do you call.....no.
Ok, this time I promise Ill wake up and Ill call you in 15 min.
Do you call.....no.
I'm sitting here at the store, watching time go by, waiting for your call...
2 hours left until I leave for the store, and we could have been talking for one hour ago. but you sleept in even tho I waked you up and you promised you'd call.

Im soooo tired of calling you for 1 min and having to hang up and to then wait just a little bit more for you to call which you never do the 2 first times you say you will, No I HAVE TO CALL YOU!

Do you care?
Im going away on a 9 hour shift later....
and tomorrow as well....
whatever. We wont talk much...I guess that is fine. Im not gonna stay up for long when i get home after work.

Bye

Thursday, March 5, 2009

boo boo boo

shooosh it boo...i love you. The sky is dark, but when I arrive the sky is blue.

These are just rhymes from the top of my head, but what i really want is to be with you in bed.

There is not a pause, there is not a thought within my rhymes, all I want to do is make love with you covered in peaches and limes.

If this isnt special, ill unzip my pants and show you my vessel.

So get down low on your bed, Im about to make you give me head and after your done then ill give that pussy what it needs to be fed :)

after thats done and you stop shaking, then its passionate love we are making.

Thats what Id rather do first, but I get so horny I have to first burst.

After our shaking and all this love making, there is nothing better then the smell of baking. That would be nice do see you slice...that piece of cake you baked with mice. Yep thats right...mice, seems kinda risky to eat just like betting on dice, but one day i want to get on my knees and say, "jennifer,"wear this ice"



kinda cute huh? Just thought of that off the top of my head. Thats me..original.

I love you!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Jason Baby

Waiting for you this time has been the hardest ever, lets try and not be away from eahother for this long ever again, it's killing me.
I need you close to me, your kisses, your warm embrace.
This sucks.
I feel so far away from you.

I feel like shit :(
I feel un-accepted.
I need you to do something special for me.
like participate in that valentines picture competition.
or, give me kissing on your profile.
you said you were gonna make something nice to me, now is the right time to do it.

my coffee is ready, and Im still waiting for you.
it's been more then 5 min already, im leaving in 10-15 min.

Puss

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

ummm jennifer...

i really am so happy to see you.


Cant wait to sleep with you again...be more active in sweden..do the things i missed last time...

Ill never let this go in my life what we have...nothing else is not even a factor..i will overcome whatever it takes for us to be happy.

always know that...we will always be happy inside cause we have eachother...we share such a unbreakable bond...

I will tune into our feelings and fantasies with eachother....puss puss

call me at 10:30 ok...i love you and i cant wait till you get over these night shifts...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu


lol

Monday, March 2, 2009

Loser I know...

working night is not easy...thats why i said please stay home till 730

cause I love talking to you..and i miss you so so much...only 10 days jen and you can be in my arms again :) puss puss

Jen..less then 10 days now! Weeeeeeeee

love you babe

Im feeling more and more sexually attached to you as I get closer..our bodies sleeping close...puss puss..ummmmm snowballin like crazy...all of those dirty thoughts we have.

oh and i stayed home...roads were bad..leon went home instead..oh well

I love you..call me at 10pm my time ok ..so we can have a nice talk

Sunday, March 1, 2009

10 days

Wow, working night isnt easy, but its all for you baby, so that I can spend as much time as possible with you when you get here, I wanna be able to me with you like 24/7 you know the first days.
Im gonna be so so so happy to see you when you arrive at the airport and I cant wait for that day to come!!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Jenn.. :)

I love you, 11 more days...bra bra bra...

This is gonna be so so so much fun!!!!!


I love you puss puss hej.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Hey Baby

So, I hated that fight we had last night. we always fight over the stupidest reasons.
We have to stop that, I know that when we're with eahother we dont really fight over stupid things like that...we can always kiss and make up. :)
now we cant, and it sucks.
I hate being away from you I really do, I wanna be able to spend everyday with you.
I wanna have you within reach you know.

Anyway :)
My mom is gonna develop our pics today, and im gonna add them to our visa app. and tomorrow, when Ill work at the store in the morning, Im gonna print out the final App. papers written on the computer, all the things we'd gone thru together...
m excited, and I'll send it in hopfully then, tomorrow as well! :)
or on Saturday.
Well, as soon as possible. yay!

I cant wait to be with you baby.
I just want the days to go by fast fast fast.
and...Ill sed your Ipod tomorrow as well, you should get it by next week.

Kisses
we'll talk soon!
call me when I get out of work.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

What is wrong with you?

You're breaking my heart.

Do you wanna take a break?

The day you left

At the airport, these are the pics I wanted to send you.




Tuesday, February 24, 2009

it's like 2 weeks left

YAY! :D
14 days and a few hours left.
I can not wait for it to be next week cause after that...its only gonna be ONE WEEK LEFT!
ONE WEEK is only 7 days...7 days goes by fast!
I cant wait to be in your arms again!!

I love you!

For you...

memories...

Monday, February 23, 2009

Me and You at Central park

;WERBG;B

Hey..puss

I just felt like writing in the blog right now...im just messin on md...bored and waiting for my Mod status...

I want to go to Ikea so so bad with you and buy a big bed...big blankets..snuggles and snowball.

Im gonna buy a fridge for your room...a cute tiny one..with some apples in it...some meats...just for us babe..it will be cute..we never have to worry about people eating out stuff.

we can save and cook nice dinners with a movie...so much time...

Id say we get booze...have a party when I get there ok..maybe with Amir, Maria or terease....any of them johan and ria...we can take trips to stockholm...so much fun..I want to do this :) we will have a fun and sexy time for this month and a half!!!...no longer 3 weeks babe..also...we have a good 15 days !!! Love you

alskar dig

call me when you get home from work

Sunday, February 22, 2009

jennifer

Whats going on...its 7pm...you have not once tried to call me nor are you picking up your cell phone......i called you 8 times including your house...im worried...

ilove you.
what on earth are you doing???

Friday, February 20, 2009

I am Sorry

Jason,

it is so hard to be away fro you!
Cause I love you so much, like I said on the phone. If anyone of us is upset and feeling weak the other person has to be there to support.
We can't both feel weak, and it is OK to feel weak, we're going thru a tough time baby. being away from eachother waiting for god knows how long. BUT what's important is only to remember the love we have for eachother. The love that IS strong, we know it. if it wasnt we'd given up long time ago.
I will never leave you. I want to be with you forever. sometimes I feel so sad about being away from you and i get so frustrated, and....I dont like it, i dont want to argue over the phone, it's the worst. lets take care of eachother and not fight....
lets just be happy and inlove, please. cause I am that with you!! I really am!
So lets not argue about stupid stuff and lets think about the good things and never forget for a second that we love eachother with all our hearts.

lets not pick an arguement.
I LOVE YOU!
Lets take care of our love Jason!
you know its real and strong and true!!!

I'm sometimes afraid we'll give up. Ít's stupid, cause i know you'll be with me...
Just hold me baby.
I feel lonely :(
I LOVE YOU!

Tatoo of love

Just tatoo this on your chest and you'll have me forever baby! :P haha, just kidding. It's kind of nice tho.

....

jen reassure me of your passion for me....reassure me ok...there is nothing wrong with me asking while you are aways from me. Ill reassure you

almost 2 weeks left... but listen...after just another 10 days we will be so excited that there is only 1 week left...then it just gets better and better from there... imagine 3 days before i come...the spark that rekindles again...that good feeling of seeing you...jennifer...that good feeling is so so good, do you see?

You feel what im feeling...you are...

I will be there and things are gonna be GREAT! you see me in person, and you tell me your weak... your weak for me....thats it...You got me silly... Im honest to my word as ive always been...after this lil vacation...I will be making hard earned money...which means good money for us...I will take care of us when i build up...me and you will come up with ideas and plans...and many more exciting things when we finally move in....things will get great...Sweden Summer!...watch out jennifer...

talkin about me and you in the forest...think im joking...its passionate with us in the forest...all that fucking...jen you just cant get enough of ME! you see...want to see your bad boy...ill show u ruff...
But can I show romantic is the real ? maybe you will just have to do a lil more exploring with me and you will find what I can do and what you can really feel

Our spark is strong still...as in times.

Your going to be my warrior as well as my queen.

Babina, When i turned to you and said I love you the first time...I meant it.
I can do amazing things when Im with the woman of my dreams....you will see.

all you need is the touch on my chest again to feel what we have always wanted...and now we have it again today...jag alskar dig and couples like us make things happen and set the stepping stones for greater things in life that are divine.


and they lived happily ever after..

the end :)



^there it ended happy :0

stop being such a sook! :)

Thursday, February 19, 2009

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cause you are hurting me if you dont....

you know you love me...call me and act like you do...cause you do

no excuses..just call...when you do..then say I love you....ok?

Jason and Jennifer

:) I like our names together!
and bottom line, even tho we argue about the stupidest stuff, I LOVE YOU!
and ALWAYS WILL!
remembe, undying love! *blush*
you make my life exciting and you do make me feel good and special.
cant wait to get to kiss you!

Jenny :)

I was watching this youtube video, and it reminded me of our favortie movie...

watch it




also remember the misquitos chasing after us.... Daaa Deeeeeee Daaa deee Daa deee Da Da dA da dee dee dee da dee da dee!


I love ya jennifer...pusses all day

cant wait to spend more time with you...call me and stop being such a sook!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Hey Baby Boo boo

I love you you! :)
So, Im sitting here on my bed, watching ugly betty, thinking about you. Having a cup of coffee in my statue of liberty mug.
I miss you so much!
I can NOT wait until you'll be here! Can't wait until that morning when Im gonna pick you up at the airport!! :D weeeeh!

Im gonna try and call you soon, wake your ass up, lol.
if you dont wake up, Ill just talk to you when I get home from work.

Puss puss puss puss!

Your Ugly Betty

Do I really look like her? lol. Sometimes I think I kind of do :S
eeeehh...

Wow babe...

Things are going so well, mmmm, i cant wait to see you again...Im so happy we have this....fun times fun times we will have...I realize how strong my feeling are for you...Im so so happy. My body and Soul are screaming for you right now!

I can feel your body when i close my eyes..JEn what we have is so great...we are so fortunate to have something like this...i want you more then money too!

call me , call me, call me...keep hearing eachothers voice will make us strong.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

hey babe

Hellz Yes...i miss it too babe....We will share it together again...we will be a part of eachother for now on...we are one and no one breaks us..we will always be...happy, Passioonate, and sexual, as well as strongly emotional for eachother...puss puss

Jennifer, I want great things with you..like giving you a ring and watching your stomach grow bigger and bigger..hehe...alskar dig mami

P.S. I cant wait to have your body again...ruff...very ruff...i can almost cum thinking about it

I LOVE NEW YORK

But I love you more of course!!
Look what I found, Manhattan as little Sweden hehe. Cute.
I miss being with you in the states baby!
I had so much fun with you.
Going to New york together, walking thru Time Square, looking for the car we didnt know where we parked, haha! Having Pizza at that place watching Family Guy. I miss walking thru Central Park too! All our times together.
I miss walking to Seven Eleven, having coffe there every morning. Brazilian BOLD! :D Mmmm, with that Vanilla flavoured cream. Yum yum.
I miss going to RITE AID! and taking the buss to the Mall. I miss the Mall!! Garden state plaza, so much fun so much to see!
I miss cruisin around in Pauls shitty car lol. Smoking a cigarett. I miss not knowing where to eat lol. I miss watching TV with you, and I kind of also miss getting mad at you when you wanted to watch George Carlin before bed. :)

I MISS YOU JASON!
My true love.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

BE HAPPY!!

DONT WORRY!
BE HAPPY! :)


I love you.

jen

your not online...and your not picking up your phone, no blog, nothing...ive been calling you since 12:30 your time :(

its like your just ignoring me. what are you doing...how come your not answering your cell...you Promised you had nothing to do..and even if you did you would at least pick up your cell phone...i cant believe this

Im gonna try to go out :(

you havent even responded in the blog...I can only imagine whats on your mind and I dont like it...sorry for being so caring...I thought I was your one...guess i was wrong :(

Jen we need to talk when you get back....I have a weird feeling about this.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

oh...

you have me...just to let you know...Jag alskar dig jennifer...puss

*does seal*

hej hej

I really meant what i said below...pusses...lets have a good time 2morrow..we need it with each other

Jen

Happy V day babe,

I enjoyed what we had today on the phone...just hearing each others voices felt so good as always...We need to feel eachother...that is the main problem...it hurts us not to be there...and thats what we need...but we will...we are close to it...you know we will go far and be very happy...shh..I want your mind and body and soul....ours together...we will work to accomplish anything...we will get through it...we are strong and nothing can break us apart...we are ready to be together always ..many gorgous summers...mmm mami...i love you. :) puss puss

I love you

Do the Seal baby!! :D


Today it's

YVALENTINES DAY!Y
I love you, I love you, I love you!
So happy you're my one and only on this special day of love!
You are such a good boyfriend, you care and love me with all your heart
and I feel the exact same way about you baby!
Today will be our day!
Me and You....Us...together...
On this day of love! :)

Friday, February 13, 2009

I was just thinking......thinking about you.

I feel so good just now.
and before too...
everytime I talk to you and you fill me with loving words I feel like I can fly.
I feel so special and loved and it makes me feel stronger and being away from you feels less hard.
Thinking about how much I love you makes it less hard too, but I miss being close to you so much! being able to kiss and touch!!
But, we will be with eachother very soon, I hope the days will go by really fast cause I cant wait to be with you papi!

You are the light in my life.
Im afraid that it will weaken. So afrain, cause my love for you is so strong.
Lets never let it fail!!!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
and I know you will too....:)

so....really....we'll go on forever baby.
us, together, loving eachother, being with eachother...

Kisses!
I will call you later to wake you upp.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

:D

WOW!

You're so dirty....bad bad bad boy.
You're gonna make me do bad bad bad things. *blush*
I love you!
I wanna try all new things possible. Mmm, can't wait to do dirty things together in bed baby.

...

love you jenny...wanna fuck jenny?...im not gonna fuck you till you are chocking on my cock...


Im not gonna stick my cock in untill I drop my fat load on your mouth...


im gonna stick my fingers deep in you... i want to rub your toy in all my cum...then put it in your ass till its in half way....

then while my fingers are in you deep...ill just shove my cock in it really hard and deep...ill keep in in deep...

then im pushing the toy in your ass all the way till your but swallows is...

you will have so much cum in your mouth while you are screaming in pleasure..mmmm

i m not gonna stop either....you still have to sit on my cock while im fucking your ass with your toy thats covered in my cum ...

you are gonna get it so so so hot...i will try new things that day...so jaag alskar dig :)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Lära dig svenska?


omg

gosh babe...i love that pic....cause your happy in that one.

puss....i cant stop thinking about my trip.

i mean it, I also really wanted to write this to tell you that.

I cant wait to be with US again... te amo mi mami...huhuhuhhu....mucho mucho..te amo mami jenny

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Hihihihihihihihih

Jason and Jennifer playing.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Aw Baby

I will wait for you always...you're so cute! I LOVE YOU!!
Oh god, I just wanna kiss those lips!

The sign - Ace of Bace

Iiiii saw hiiis coooock
and I opened up my mouth
I sucked his cock!

I took in really deep
and choked and swallowed
aaaall hiiiiis cuuuuuum....

Friday, February 6, 2009

I'm sitting here...

Wondering where you are...
I came home about30 min ago, and you are nowhere to be seen.
Inactive 3 hours ago, maybe you're at the track. I guess so...even tho, it's passed 11pm your time, the time when we said we'd both be on...
But you're not.
Where are you? Why didnt you bring your phone card to call me or something? why arentyou getting your ass home?

*sigh*
I would have know you wouldnt be on.
I've called home once, no answer.
This fucking suck, I was feeling soooo happy and good, and now...it's all gone and I should go to sleep soon...So, Good night.

Habade Habido


JAG ÄLSKAR DIG!!

I just realized, that...YOU...are the best, that you love and care for me means so much to me, more then anything! wow. Im the luckiest girl on earth. I got love....I got a man....and he's name is Jason and soon....we'll start of or lifes together! for real...
We'll be around eachother always, and be close to eachother too.
Love thinking about that.

I hope time goes by faster from now on.
feels like it's going in slowmotion...sucks.

Jason Jason Jason

I just want to fast forward time, I hate having to wait...
I want to have you with me, so I can touch you.
I can't wait.
Well, I can wait...but...*sigh* it sucks.
We're so far away from eachother.
Thinking about it makes me sad :(

Just stay with me.
And keep reminding me how much you love me.

The summer here in Sweden with you is gonna be amazing!

boo

Jenny...come here girlfriend,

I love my memories with you...this is quite the ride with you...it just keeps getting better jenny.

We are gonna have a wild time together.

I cant wait till our first time on a warm summer night in sweden..on a beach that is at night...ummm...im gonna attack you in the warm sand.

yee, I have the happiest look right now...we should try out sky diving one day babe.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Memories

Oh Jason,

I'm listening to the song you posted up right now while writing.
I see you singing to this song in the car while driving under the tunnel to New York.
I remember now!
I see your face and you're so handsome and, wow....omg, I'm getting tears in my eyes. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU with all my heart.
See! what you are doing to me, my love for you is so strong baby.

I would kill myself if I lost you *knock on wood* . seriously.
My life would have no meaning.

hmmm

Read my previous post while you listen ok...puss


Boo!

its 9am your time, Hope you sleep well babe.

This is gonna be a very interesting turn in my life moving to sweden with you.

Wow, just 6 months ago I was waiting for my PassPort to meet you for the first time.

Now we have gone this far....this is undescribable.

From a harmless flirt to a real life passion for one another...wow.

Your family and you are great. Your mom is awsome!

Join my gang on mde to help out...read the gang page.

*Winks*

Ill talk to you sometime today...umm your voice...you can see me on cam babina.

I just imagine a warm day in the Sweden Summer on a beach at night outside our hotel...ummm...I will rock your world on that beach. I cant wait...so much to do and alot of time to do it finally...I want it all...you..our cafe...you name it.

1 step at a time...small steps...we will do it

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Jason my Bobo

At the Museum.

If I knew

You were gonna be gone all night I would have gone and made labels.
You said that you weren't gonna get a hair cut...you said No when I asked.
and then you dont tell me you're going anyway.
and I asked you if you'd be home when i got home so we could talk but No...then you're already gone.

Are you mad at me for some reason?
trying to make me feel like crap?
Dont bother calling, Im tired of having to sit around waiting for you.
I got to know from your mom that you were gone getting a hair cut, she says you'll be home 4-5 pm your time, which is 10-11 pm my time.

great.
Bye.

hmm

yeah well your not online now..so ill call you

City-Therese-Labels.

Hi Baby!
Good morning.
I woke up 30 min ago, I woke up at...yeah, 2 pm.
So I got at least 6 hours of sleep. I couldnt sleep right away after we'd talk, I dont know why, it why driving me crazy cause I wanted to fall asleep so bad.
but then finaly, I fell asleep, thank god!!

I think I've gotten back in my regular sleeping moode now :)

I'm gonna go to the City now, need too. First Im gonna meet Therese and look around a little at a spring flee market at the square in the city you know, after that Im gonna go to labels and do that for a few hours, not long, dont wanna come home too late, I wanna chat and talk on the phone with you *Pusses*
And see you on cam!!!!!!! omg, cant wait to see you your gorgeous face!!
Puss puss puss puss puss puss....on your gorgeous ass!!

Call my cell if you want, Im gonna bring my phone card and Im gonna be online when Im at labels. Talk then ok!
Keep in touch!

Lots of kisses!

Monday, February 2, 2009

Negative

This blog is filled with sadness and negative feelings.
I dont like it.
Im waiting for you to write something cute, but...no...

Did you really read all my posts that I posted that hour of waiting for you last night?

.ggg

ok dont right on here..right in the blog...its ok...im here as ive always been..was just out with leaon comin back from his dads house. we went to kurts for like 1 hr..i wanted to back sooner...its ok..im here for you. I always care...im honest

Jason

Seriously. you have to call me and explain what's going on...
you have to call me...

I feel so empty right now.
So blank....
I dont know what to say anymore.
I feel so stupid for acting this way.

You have to call me, just call...my cell-phone or whatever...whenever, even if it is when Im at work.

I'm taking one step back for now. Just to make myself calm down.

God, Im crying so much!

You dont care about me!?

Talked to your mom...

She answered, she said you were out, at least that is what she thought.

Can't believe it...
You're out...doing what?
Omg.
I'm worried.
Jason! wtf!

I woke your mom up, because of trying to get a hold of you.
damn.
What a fucking mistake.
I dont ever wanna feel like this ever again...
I hate crying over you this way.

WTF!

Why are you doing this to me!!!!

Why?
I'm now getting mad at you.
Oh god. you've made me feel like crap this morning.
I'm so so so so so so so....i dont know....upset.
Thanks....thanks a lot!
I thought I could count on you.

You know...this makes me take one step back...
one step back...in caring for you too much.
Im just not care...
It's so hard. Cause I love you so much.
But Im gonna have to try and not think about you today...
Work is gonna suck...cause Im not feeling happy right now.
I've called your house 4 times now.
I feel like a fool.

I'm going to work in 30 min.
I thought Id be talking to you by now...but no.
I will never ask you for anything anymore, cause I dont wanna feel this way again...
the feeling of hope being crushed.

:(

Ive been clicking on your MDE porfil over and over and over again...
to see if you're online.

Im crying so much, looking at pictures of you, you're so goregous on them.
God...I feel like shit.
Where are you?

Why?

Why havent you called me?
Where are you?
What are you doing?

Im so disapointed.
Am I not gonna talk to you at all before I got to work?
Omg...
Shit...
...What is going on in your head right now?
"Oh, I dont need to call Jennifer or write her anything...No, no no...Ill just go to sleep."
or whatever you're doing right now....

Omg...
Feels like I care so much more then you do, you know I would do ANYTHING for you. Anything!!! and if I keept a promis I would keep it.
You havent...
And Im so sad.

My day is gonna suck!!!

Omg

Still no call...I thought I could count on you to call me.
I wanted to talk to you before I go to work.
Did you fall asleep?.....no...that would be wierd, you could have said something then at least, that youre going to bed.
Did you go out?....yeah, maybe to get cigarettes...maybe you had to walk there, if so, you could have wrote me and told me that you were gonna be late or something.

Im crying again, Im a mess.
Im too into you....
I feel stupid...
I dont wanna call really either and check if you're there again, cause I dont wanna wake someone up.

I feel that Im the only one writing to you and so on....where are you?

Sunday, February 1, 2009

I wonder...

...if I care too much.

I havent been able to sleep baby, it's because I basicly woke up from a long sleep only about 12 hours ago.
Im gonna go thru this day, and be tired by the right time later this night coming...
I think that is the best thing to do :)
Ive been relaxing tho. Ive been just lying in bed, thinking....about a lot of things.
I think Im a bit nervous about coming back to work...just that Ive been away for a while.

I wonder if I care to much...about you.
I just called you...I hope Im not freaking you out by being all over you.
cause its soon 6 am my time...midnight your time, you said youd call so...Im kind of waiting...what if you dont call?
That must mean that you dont really care, at least not like I do. I do hope you keep your word...Only 2 min left to midnight...and you've been inactive about 30 min on MDE, I wonder where you are.
I wanna talk before I go to work...Shit...Im sorry Im all over you.
I just havent come over the fact of being home and away from you.
I think Im gonna need you these coming days until Ive grown use to being away from you, you know.

Jason, where are you?

Cell phone pics.

Me, and air forces in the back.My night stand, pic of us.
I LOVE YOU!


Saturday, January 31, 2009

My Man...

--------------------------------------------------------->

See the new picture there! :)


Just got off the phone with you! and I just wanna say again, you're my man! You're the one! My man....omg *blush* I got my own man.
A man that takes care of me and loves me. You're the best baby!

Talk tomorrow!

SHIT!

I just saw your blog msg after I wrote that.
Hhuhuhuhuhuuhuh!!!!! :´(
Im crying so much....I don't know why really, I guess...I just need you so much right now!
This should have been hour night....just us...talking.
I just got back home today....I need you to be around.
I can't call you, cause you're not home and it sucks!

GO HOME!!
call me!!

I pray to god you come home soon

I regret telling you to go out, or rather I regret telling you not too.
Im crying right now....
I miss you, I need you!!
I want you!
I wanna talk to you! Hear your voice.
I thought I sleept for a long time but I woke up and I had only sleept an hour or so, I fell asleep again and woke up another hour later...
I looked at the clock and saw that you really just left 2 hours ago.
Damn!
When will you be home?
probably like in the morning my time, I wish you were here right now. Im hurting so much Jason....
God, I LOVE YOU!
you have to call me when you read this!!!!!!

oh

babe, you cant sleeP?

you will hear my voice 2morrow..i cant wait to get out of this place..im so bored ..i regret coming

pusses

On the flight

Baby, I was crying my eyes out on the plane, Oh my god, I couldn't stop crying, I'd cry...I wiped the tears of my cheeks and was fine...and as soon as I thought about you again just a min. later I started crying again...and regreting getting on that plane, I regreted it SO much, and that's when I decided I NEVER wanna have to seperate from you ever again...No goodbye's, No one going home...
I wanna be with you forever!! I love you so much!! My heart is all yours...please take care of it. I will take care of yours, I love you Jason!


Wrote this on the plane:

Now more then ever do I realize how much I love you! I will never give up on us, not even if I had to wait for years.
You got my heart, I'm all yours, forever!
Just knowing you feel the same makes me feel so fortunate! I never wanna seperate from you ever again!!
I've been crying my eyes out, I've never dropped this many tears for anything ever in my life!
Only for you!
Cause you got me, I'm so in love with you!
Can't wait to get to talk to you!

one of my favorites



this song is for us...listen. It is us tonight.

let me touch you again in other ways I wanted to touch you as well. umm...another part of me I ahve to show you...I want to show you....We are all ours

puss puss puss..

at least i can hear your voice jennifer...thats what important...and i can see you on cam

Friday, January 30, 2009

oh shit

the blog messed up something i typed...read your mde mail!!

i miss you :(

I love you, I love you
I love you, love you, I love you,
I love you, love you, I love you,
love you, love you, I love you
love you, love you, I love y
ove you, love you, I lov
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ove you, love you
you, love you
I love you
yes only
YOU


Jennifer, I was so teary eyed while I was driving....I cant get you off my mind...you mean so much....cant wait to smell you again and kiss your ears...Puss Puss wooshhhh wooshhh. Your body so close to mine all warm... oh god I love you baby...your plane just left 5 min ago :( I wish you would of ran back into my arms. Us..We will talk saturday wake up and eat frukast...Then wait for me to wake up..miss you already...oh god please. I will never leave you again once i get to sweden...Love you Love you love you