Monday, February 2, 2009

Why are you doing this to me!!!!

Why?
I'm now getting mad at you.
Oh god. you've made me feel like crap this morning.
I'm so so so so so so so....i dont know....upset.
Thanks....thanks a lot!
I thought I could count on you.

You know...this makes me take one step back...
one step back...in caring for you too much.
Im just not care...
It's so hard. Cause I love you so much.
But Im gonna have to try and not think about you today...
Work is gonna suck...cause Im not feeling happy right now.
I've called your house 4 times now.
I feel like a fool.

I'm going to work in 30 min.
I thought Id be talking to you by now...but no.
I will never ask you for anything anymore, cause I dont wanna feel this way again...
the feeling of hope being crushed.

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