Friday, July 3, 2009

Jason Baby

I've tried and reach you so many times tonight.

called you home and to your cell thru out the night....afternoon for you.

Where are you baby? I wanna talk :(

Just call me ok baby.



I LOVE YOU and I think about you lots.

Wish you were here to meet all my moms nice co-workers! and hang out with me and phillip and his friend and all. playing Xbox...I have Call of Duty NOW!! :D and street fighters!!!

we have to play games when you get here baby.



Love you!

Puss kiss

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I can't breath

I can't take this pressure...live is not easy right now.
and I dont want anything to do with my father really....that is what I want...
I hate him for what he's been doing to this family and me...
If you wanna talk to him, you can...
YOU can still work for him...
I....dont wanan see his face...
God, I feels so...upset right now...if you never wanna talk to me again, then...just let me know...
ok. this is just so hard for me, ok. I thought you already were aware of his bullshit...

Im sorry...
You say I do nothing for you...
so...
maybe...Im not good enough for you, Im sorry Jason.
but this is something that I can not do...I can not speak to him about my feeling cause he will step on me like he always does...and stabb me in the heart.

jhey boo

i miss you so much.


you havent callled ..its 1 pm.

im waiting for your call.

i miss you.

i want to talk...what have you been up to?

jenny

Im so sorry.

i always call.

Ian was suppose to come over and i was gonna go to the store.

he didnt come by and I couldnt drive cause the car was backed in the driveway and people where sleeping.


Jag Alskar Dig

ill be there in 5 days...so call me boo. puss

Monday, June 29, 2009

Pictures

This is my fav pic. it's so cute...
I just developed some pics of us, that im gonna add into a photo album with other photos from when I was in US with you the first time.

I love you!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Where are you?

.......when I need you?:(
Just woke up...thinking about you....wanting to talk....it's 11 pm your time....
and looks to me that you are out?!
:( can you tell me maybe where you go at night?
I would tell you...
I would tell you my every move! :(

Im crying...
omg, that is how much I love you....
I feel so loney when I cant reach you...

You havent even checked the blog either...
you maybe wont ever read this eaither!! omg...
you suck!

:(

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Friday, June 5, 2009

Jason and jennifer

:D
I love you, and I love what we have...
Im gonna start packing my bag later tonight, yay...:D
Can't wait to be in your arms again....
I just wanna be in your arms.
I iamge us together in NYC like holding eachother and holding hands, smiling, goofing around, kissing, kissing....just lots of love...you know....
Baby boo.
Just wanna be with you NOW!

miss you and love you baby!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

4 days left =)

wohoo...were are here..together..i love you i love you i love you jag love dig


I alskar you....i alskar dig Jag love you....Jag Alskar dig mia mor muchacha bonita senorita....puss puss puss puss


I iz writing in the blog =)

puss puss fem days babe...Fem

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

OMG!!

ONLYE 5 DAYS LEFT!!

Im so happy I got you, I have a wonderful boyfriend! :D
Im so happy your visa got accepted as well! yay!

Monday, June 1, 2009

WHAT!?

baby,

you never wrote in the blog!? :O
oh well...
I was kind of looking forward to reading something here...

Im gonna go to the city soon, going in early cause I need to buy a bra or two...since two of my bras has broke. I MISS YOU! wish you were so we could go to the city together, the weather is SO NICE, so sunny baby! you'd love it here now!

I just wanna get that ticket now for you!
so that we have it and know you're coming here in JULY.

PUSSES!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

forever and ever

I wanna be with you so bad baby!!
so alone here without you....
HOLD ME! *cuddles*
KISS ME!! *snuggles*

Im gonna go to the bus now any min. and head for work...
ill think about you, its gonna be a long day so....so boring. but ill think about you...
that will make it easier....
I love you with all my heart!

and we'll talk when I get off work!!
LOVE YOU!

:)
Pusses!
Can't wait for us to live together for real. when you get here, its gonna be so exciting!
we can start saving money and stuff and plan you know.
wee!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

WHAT!!?? :D


haha, look at your face silly bobby!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

BABY!

I got your texts messages =)

but it wont let me call out or text back =(


I wanted to speak to you so so bad tonight before i went to sleep.

but your sister woke up and picked up the phone after the first ring...huhuhuhuh

I love you so much...i wanted to speak to you so bad.

call me ....i know you will be hanging out with your friend 2morrow...but if i can just get 30min to talk to you...i will be fine...i really want to talk to you babe.

love you...think of me always...put a pic ofd us up opn your cell phone...the pic you looked at when you went backpacking...im filled with so much happiness yet im worried at the same time if im gonna be able to speak to you much...your soo busy.

find time 2morrow...please. mia mor...muchacha bonita senorita.
puss puss