HAIR CUT!

AFTER :D

BEFORE :)

I'll love you forever

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry about last night.
I will love you forever and dont believe anything else, dont think I'll break up with you, LETS NEVER MENTION that at all.
Cause we're meant to me.
Omg, Jason, I just wanna hold your face and put my face close to yours and just feel your skin against mine and kiss you passionatly!
I miss feeling your cold feet against my feet when lying in bed, I miss putting my head on your cheast and having your arm around me.
When I lie there I feel safe...!

I love you baby! call me when you get the chance!

You have to Understand

Hi love,

I love you with all my heart, never believe I dont ok! that just hurts to know that you dont believe me, when my heart is yours, take care of it, trust me, cause I trust you with it!
You can't make me feel bad about wanting to be with my friends! I had a really nice time last night just chillin' with Therese, talking about weight issues and stuff, just getting to know eachother better, and we agreed on so many things when it came to weight and stuff, and she was very open etc.
I enjoyed it.
I wanna keep my friends, I can't go thru my life with you not keeping the relationship with my friends fresh, gotta meet sometime, take the chance to hang a bit.
I never really do that a lot so....you can't be mad at me.
anyway.
I got really sad and angry when you decides to go out, it felt as a payback time from you, that is all.
but Im happy you went home early so we could talk :)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JASON!
we'll have little jr's. and stuff in the future, and a very nice life together.
Im your girl! take care of me...
Pusses!

I want to be myself

Third time's a charm?
I hope so with all my heart!
I feel so empty and lonely. I just wanna kiss you and hold you and never let you go.
I regret letting you get on that plane, I regret not kissing you every single minute of my time spent with you, cause that is what I wanna do to you right now!

I LOVE YOU JASON!
can't for you to get home and call me!!
I'm waiting for your call baby!

I LOVE YOU! :( I miss you!!
And i also have some good news! :D
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I want to be myself now. I dont feel like you like me as much as I do.

You want to have *fun* with your friends. You want to *go dancing*

go. go do what you want for now on. go to a club if you want. Go hang out with your friends. Go to a party. whatever you do...go do it.

You dont have to worry about me *controlling you* anymore.


Jennifer...

where to we stand?

this is it

im through playing games...I dont have to wait for you while you bullshit with me.

Im going out. Ill be back at 10pm my time

Jennifer

I really miss you.

When your with your friends, then I need like 5 min...you just hang up on me.

what are you thinking. I cant get 5 min.

Seems like you dont even want to be on the phone with me.






Ill talk to you later then... =(

im confident

MT and JM are no more on mde. Duck told mt to fuck off and it was chaos..kyle wasnt around to put people up.

Q and Duck are trying to get me back up there. ...they really want me back.

anyways...im so confident about us. Im so happy I have you.
you are so so true with me.

we are the greatest thing that ever happend in our lives.

thats it for now babe...

and of course this....




I love you mami

I LUV U

We look so nice together Jason.'

I think we're the perfect couple.

Of course we fight sometimes, but that will never change a thing, Ill love you forever!!

Nothing will ever make me end this, you are so valuable to me, Love is the greatest thing!!

Kisses

jennifer

you mean so so much to me right now...

you are everything to me...I love you...dont worry...ill be their for you

im putting everything I got into us...yes US

we are the light of eachothers lives.

I miss you already.

I asked to be demodded by the way. But its for the better.

IF anyone tells you otherwise then they are bullshitting. Q wanted me to stay badly but i kept thinking about you and how much I miss you and I started to actually Cry and said....this game is just interferring with us. I did it so i can spend more time with you.

Jen ...MD is what brought us together....that was its only purpose...now we are together ...so it means nothing.

I love you...and im so upset right now ... im just getting over it all.

Its working out with us.

I want to marry you someday....your family and your real friends love me. You are the most beautiful girl on this planet in my eyes...my mom loves you too.

she keeps mentioning us...how much she cares.

I feel asleep last night after i hung up the phone...ill wait for you later to call me.

The day you left

You look so sad :(

I miss you so much baby and I love you THIS MUCH! :D

can't wait to be close to you agan, you mean eveything to me.

love you baby

Im kinda sad too without you...it also comes in waves.

I get too stressed out over things...me being away from you...all that stuff.

I miss you so much Jennifer.
your the only one for me =)
call me

Jennifer + Jason = Happiness!

*does the cute kissing face*

Im sad without you baby, it comes in waves, when coming hime I cried and when coming home again from the store, I smelled your shirt and damn, that one smells just like you. it has the jason smell I love! and I cried some more....



I love you!
Ill see you in a month!

3 rd time now

Third time's a charm?
I hope so with all my heart!
I feel so empty and lonely. I just wanna kiss you and hold you and never let you go.
I regret letting you get on that plane, I regret not kissing you every single minute of my time spent with you, cause that is what I wanna do to you right now!

I LOVE YOU JASON!
can't for you to get home and call me!!
I'm waiting for your call baby!

I LOVE YOU! :( I miss you!!
And i also have some good news! :D

Im Sorry

I was stuck at work, like I told you.
:( something bad did happen, to my co-worker.
It wasnt my decision or choice to stay, I had to...for safty reason. Dont ask me why, I would have wanted to go home right away after 2am when we closed.

and also, there's only a 5 hour different now. and not 6 hours.
Check our times on the blog and you'll see...
that is why you thought I was away for 1 hour and half when it really only was like 30-40 min.

I'm sorry.
Im here, dont worry.
I would never do anything behind your back!
I love you!

ok....

your laughing behind my back?


Your telling people that i must be worried? as if they heard me calling.

You dont talk about my business to other people like that....that was so fucking disrespectfull...im so worried where you are and people are laughing about it? Like you just slept with some guy behind my back kind of laugh?

jennifer, what couldnt you call to tell me this?

i was so FUCKING WORRIED! =(