Sunday, December 28, 2008
Aw!
I dont wanna wake you up now...maybe you're deep asleep.
Imgoing to the city now and Ill call you later Papi!
Pusses!
grrr
i cant wait to see you!!!
im here
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Hey you
Oh, Im so sorry I sleept long. I woke up at like 11.20.
We'll talk when I get home baby!!
I LOVE YOU!
hey
Love you babe. I cant wait to spend time with you. ummm...I can smell you already.
Can you smell me...my jeans...hehe
call me if you see this...call me at 330 or 4am..when i sleep
Friday, December 26, 2008
Where are you?
No answer, you make me worried...
I guess you went to sleep, but why didnt you just....
Oh...
Now you just called.
Omg, Im glad...I was worried.
Hearing your voice makes me feel calm, and now I can go to work and feel NOT worried.
Puss
Thursday, December 25, 2008
ZzzZzzzZz
I MISS YOU
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
...
How do you think i felt. call me back...here...pusses....you know you miss me kissing your lips.
your ears and your eyes. Now you can sleep next to me again
Oh god
I hate it!!
I fucking hate it!!
and I cant help the gang on MD.
You just dont understand how hard I try to solve this shit.
whatever.
This is the suckiest Christmas ever!
....
this message was typed after i sent you a mean pm on MD.
puss puss...dont be mad at me. :)
ummmYEEE
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I'll kiss you soon...
I know right! what to wear, and what to bring? What to do what to do? I wanna start backing but maybe it's too soon, but I really want to cause Im so excited!!! I cant wait to see you, I just wanna be close to you, see your face, body, see you smile, I wanna have fun together, roll around in bed teasing, and having passionat sex. Today it's Thuesday and only 6 days left, cause, wow...actualy it's 13.38 here right now...almost the same time as I land in Newark :D
Cool Cool Cool...
Can't wait to kiss your lips, My lips are so dry at the moment, I thinkt they need some kissing. :) and loving...and a lot of lipbalm, hehe.
I wanna fall asleep next to you again, watch movies, eat that good pizza you're talking about and mozzarella sticks. I wanna have Coffee with you in the City, YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO SHOW ME AND WE HAVE SO MUCH STUFF WE NEED TO DO!!
I was thinking about the visa. if they call me when I'm with you or send me the papers that I should fill in maybe I can just ask Mom or someone to send it to me and I can fill them in when Im with you. cause we wanna do this as fast as possible, AND if they call, hope they call my CellPhone cause Ill have it with me :) in any way, we'll be good.
Just want that visa to get accepted, I cant wait to spend my life with you.
Lots of Kisses!!
nyc
Its Tuseday :)... 7 days from today you will be getting on that plane. Excited?
Of course you are silly. What to do what to do? Oh...what to wear, or what to bring...so many things jennifer. Your gonna get off that plane for me.
Guess what...
YOUR gonna see ME! What will you wear? Just wear something confortable, but casual at the same time...do as you please. So many cool things we can do together.
Your gonna be HERE! in my room...sleeping next to me...puss puss...your gonna get it good, in all ways from me...hmmm. Just want to be so passionate in bed with you. sit up next to you and talk. facing eachother...mmmm...kisss kisss.
everyday we talk till you get here. We are stronger and stronger for each other...this wont ever end..Us :).
You gonna kiss me and hug me when you see me?
Monday, December 22, 2008
aww..i love you
silly sally...i will get you one some day...i love you pusses
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Aw, 1 day
writing something here everyday!
well well....:)
it's ok :)
Today it's sunday....
Not long until I come now! wee!!! :D
Friday, December 19, 2008
- Baby!
- Rhia is on her msn and she's set as busy but has a bunch of poeple that are writing her, she's not here at the moment, the're downstairs dropping off some boxes her mom is here to pick up (Rhia's moving out of the apartment)
- We're making gingerbread cookies :)
- Whish you were here too, would have been so cosy!
I love you!!
I tried to call you before, at 6 pm my time, but got no answer.
anyway, I got the phone card :)
Jason,
I put the banner on my signature, thanks papi! *kisses*
Can't wait to kiss you over and over again!!
Only 10 days left now!
10 days!
That's nothing!
mwah!!mwah!!mwah!!
oh yeah
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Use that...its looks really really good at the top of your profile.
:)
Thursday, December 18, 2008
My Love
that we were gonna get this far...
There is something about you that makes me heart beat faster.
Makes me feel warm inside,
And undescribably happy!
The feeling of love rushes thru my, out, and onto you!
I wanna give you EVERYTHING i got, My love.
My undying love for you Jason.
I'm all yours!
We're gonna last ;)
I'll be home later and I'll call you then or see you online! Either way we'll talk later,
cant wait to hear your sexy voice :)
You are my life right now.
Lots of Love!
Jen
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Dates!
read below...
hey i always wanted to see the wax museum
Jennifer!
wake me up at 10:30 :) eat something. I can talk while i make eggs and noodles. Kinda like a Brunch with you.
ummm brunch...its so cold outside, but so cozy inside :) We will skip breakfast one day, then go down the street to a resturant for Brunch...Very very confortable place, and the burgers are delicious!
Then we can go to the mall..the big one we are talking about...or we can eat there for brunch. Good stuff babe..snuggles. YEAH! good idea...The mall has a big movie theatre...we can wake up..go to the big mall...look around at stores for an 1hr or so. then eat, watch a movie, then we should head home...lust for eachother..hmmm...then we can relax home for a bit and go out to NYC later...so so so so so much fucking and stufff we can do!
Liberty Science Center!!
OMG!!! endless stuff..i havent been to these places in so long..like the New York Museum
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
On and On..
This love
I feel for you goes
On and on
This world can be a scary place
And so much love goes to waste
One moment everything was clear
The next it all could disappear
We need something to hold on to
I wanna be that thing for you
'Cause you're not in this all alone
Your heart has finally found a home
On and on
This love I feel for you goes on and on
It's something you can't lose
You're gonna find
This heart of mine
Withstand the test of time
(Oh) On and on
Can't you see this is where you belong
I've got so much you've givin'
Let down your guard
And let these arms
Shelter you tonight
Words can be so hard to trust
They made a fool of all of us
Let your emotions be your guide
And go with what you feel inside
I know that what I feel is deep
And when I play, I play for keeps
I know that you've been hurt so bad
But this is something meant to last
I can feel us moving
Closer by the minute
This is so amazing
Have a little faith in...Let me lead the way
I can promise you that...
Monday, December 15, 2008
Baby
I at labels, doing labels as I play. I must have just missed you, when I looked again a bit later I saw your msgs.
Nothing's wrong. :)
Im happy you're on, and I love you so much, I can feel the love you know...when I see you're on.
Kisses
:(
:)
15 DAYS LEFT!!! WOOOOOOO!
How do you feel Jennifer?
Do you recognize yourself?
Hehe...JK. Pusses.
LETS EAT pIZZA! OMG...I cant wait..im smiling so much right now and filled with excitment. Your gonna get fucked so good while you were the air focre 1's ...mmm can you taste me...mmmmm...warm, hard and creamy...Vanilla Ice cream is your favorite.
Blow ya mind...ummm...Blow your mind.
Honestly...I cant stop thinking about us and what we can accomplish...keep saying to you self.
We will last forever. We gon make it together. We will pass all obstacles together.
We will be one :) We will fuck all day for years to cum..hehe
We will get our own place...we will make it.
We will get our cafe one day...we have to work at it...we will make it.
We will do it all together.
;abg[iaebgibeta
^^^^^^^^haha..im excited! NYC HERE COMES JENNIFER!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Tomorrow it's the 15th
14 days...
That is not much at all. I cant wait im so happy and excited!
Not many days left :)
I cant wait to take you to NYC!!! YEEEE
So closer...just breath...calm down...sleep well on the plane...and get off and come jump on my bones....hehe...i cant wait...your gonna love it i tell you..PUSS PUSS!!!!! SO MUCH THINGS HERE FOR YA ASS
Saturday, December 13, 2008
YAY!
Cant wait to kiss you and be in your arms again!
Hhhhh!!! Oh Jason....You're the best!!
well, work has been kinda tough thats all, so wish me good luck that work will be fine :)
I will come home early, even thinking of taking the 11.10 bus.
we'll see :) either way, I will be home ;)
PUSS PUSS PUSS!!!
Ill think of you like you think of me.
hey my girl
I keep thinking about you. I though about your legs open and started getting turned on. hehe...im saving that for later though.
Have fun at work today....i noticed you said wish me luck 2morrow? what does that mean. Anyways...i hope you can take that buss home tonight cause i will be dying to talk to you cause you drive me crazy...I love this what we have and cant wait till you CUM HERE to NYC>>>ONLY 16 DAYS GIRL!!!!!!!!!...
pusses :)
Friday, December 12, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
HAHA!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
pusses mami
urhhhuruhh :) I will talk to you around 7pm yourtime...so we can chat.
If I dont catch you in time
Hm, You know what. Im gonna ask her to drop me off at closest bus station.
I sent you the stuff you needed on your mail :)
I'm excited, tomorrow it will be final :)
and then we're just gonna have to wait.
I'm feeling stressed :( that sucks. I have to calm myself down all the time.
I need you Jason!
You always make me feel better.
Kisses
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Im sorry I didnt write in the blog....a couple of days ago you werent even responding to the nice things i put in the blog...it was just short answers Like "ok baby" then you acted so wierd on the phone and made me seem like you can find better...that im not good enough...You acted so distant like you were talking to someone else, and so desperate to go to the club...you know how that feels and only makes me think you wanted to meet someone there. Then make me feel like total shit that im not there and your fucking CO-worker giving you snotty fucking little girl advice "oh I hate couples that dont have friends" "oh my boyfirend lets me do whatever I want" then come to me with "Jason, I dont want to turn out like some couples do" You fucking made me so so feel like shit about everything and made me think if you can consider advice from a girl thats embarrased of her boyfriends looks at times..then that only leads me to believe you would take advice if they told you about some hotter guy that wants to hook up with you. Ive heard it before in my past "oh , jason is working...he wont know..cmon lets go meet these guys and get fucked".
Do you know one time a i was with an ex girl and her friend and her friends said all relationships go bad after 6months, and my ex told me later on that she thinks she is right! Fuck everyone...im so fucking mad...while I will never never never compare you to them because i love you so so much jennifer...you drive me crazy crazy....but things like hearing you tell me "i dont want to be like the other couples she is talking about" only reminds me of the past and how can you blame me. It only leads me to believe that if that keeps up then I dont think I could ever feel safe. If you want me, then Im yours ..im so upset right now. If you think you can listen to an inexpereieced girl who doesnt know anything about us or the things she is ranting about then fine...go ahead...go go go go. Try deeply to think of one couple you know that doesnt hang out with friends. Right you cant think of any can you....really you cant..casue its very rare.
My heart pounds deeply for you, I do so much for you and you are always on my mind....I try so hard to to get this visa cause I dont want to be away from you for this long again. I want you so much...Our bodies, minds, and our souls together till we die. I want that passion with us, and that sexual relationship. I am so crazy for you. you dont even know. this video is for you... im crazy for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFaBKg5iEwU
^watch that link then call me when you watch it
Your voice
It made me feel so much better, I will go to work happy :)
I was bothered and, you hearing your voice calmed me down.
You are the light in my life Jason!
lots of kisses
Good luck today!
I love you!
I hate this
I know we wanna share eachothers future.
But!
Sometimes, there is small things that bothers me, and makes me sad in the morning when I wake up. Things that you do, that effects me so bad that I wanna call you right up and wake you up 7 am in the morning.
1. I asked you to write me something nice here that I can read when I wake up, it is not much to ask for when you are up antoher 7 hours after I go to bed. I wake up, excited, I open the blog...and nothing, I had put up a picture of Time square...and...whatever.
2. Last active 2 hrs and 47 min. you went to bed 4 am your time, we got off the phone 9 pm your time...hmm...
3. You took off our picture on your MD 2 signature..................................why? I took off mine too now. *sad*
3 small things that makes my day a kinda sad and bothered one insted of a happy and excited day. This makes me not wanna go to work...I will go to work and I will be sad. and bothered. cause I wont talk to you until I get back from work....
I dont know what you are thinking when you go to, edit my account, and delete the codes for our picture together. I wonder....is he ashamed of me? does he not wanna show us together as a couple? I dont understand.
You are going to the konsulat today, I wish you good luck and...as I think about this, the things that make me sad, I almost wanna drop some tears. but...I dont know. I'm tired of it. I wanna stay strong and staying strong mean, that I am gonna have to be mad at you until I get to talk to you, just be mad at you so I dont have to feel sad. do you understand what I mean?
I'll be on defense mood.
anyway, I love you so much you dont understand!!!!!!
I can not control you Jason, you do what you want. Hope you just do the right things from now on.
Dont be worried. I'm yours always! just remember that always and forever.
:(
Bye.
Monday, December 8, 2008
NYC BABY!!!
missed you
Glad you wrote me on the blog. Puss
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Breathing your love
Darin feat Kat DeLuna - Breathing Your Love music video
Baby you, is the diamond that lasts foreverAnd I just can't take a single step without youBaby to you, I'll always be a faithful lover'Cause my heart can't make a single beat without youYou make me flyYou get me highYou turn my world to such a better placeYour crazy touchThe sweetest rushIs something that saved my lifeI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your loveBreathing your love, baby boo, only you can make me recoverThe lost parts of me I thought they'd gone a long time agoWith you, life runs like the best love letterWas just an empty soul until you step into my showYou make me flyYou get me highYou turn my world to such a better placeYour crazy touchThe sweetest rushIs something that saved my lifeI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your loveI wanna have that craz loveWanna run it in my bloodWant it taking over meOver me, over me, yeahI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your loveI wanna spend my nights and days between your armsEveryday breathing your loveAnd even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lipsBaby breathing your love
Forever and for always
until my dying end.
Pusses!
we'll talk later, hope you'll have a good sleep baby.
papi chulo!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
goodmorning
Do you recognize yourself?
:)
I was just looking at your card before i went to sleep....your the shit.
When you come here...put on your new bright white Airforce Ones and lets go to the city to chill out in Times Square...Its been a minute since ive been there. Smell the subways of Grand Central Station....Ill get you a salted pretzel or roasted nuts...or you can try my nuts..either way I still love you.
Some Resturants in Times Square....
Hard Rock Cafe
Chevey's
Apple Bee's or Chinese in China Town
Then in a few days we can go check out Soho NYC in the village....The city of art! loads of cafes. Shit...we can go to the city everyday if youd like.
When I wake up...we will talk.
When you come home we will talk...we will get by this waiting period.
hey...Did I tell you about South Broadway Street in the City? :)
Friday, December 5, 2008
dont worry sexy ass
If im not home when you call ill be back shortly
Papi
I love you I love you I love you!
ps. Hey...how do you wanna make with the money you owe me, save for when I get there or send them over to me now? I am a little bit short on money, Im thinking of buying christmas presents and that stresses me out cause I can't afford a lot of gifts, Oooh...Oh well...I'll get my sallary from Max's the 15th but...It feels like forever until I'll get that money.
Right now have 4600:- and I have payed of 3000: for the accident and 700:- for rent.
but I have the car left, and then I have to buy a bus card, grr, and...then...xmas presents.I guess I'll be fine....
Help me baby, I'm stressing out again.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Love you!
and!! Im gonna get off work at 1.30 and not 3.00 yay! so I'll be home a bit earlier then you've expected! So we can talk :)
PUSS!
Anyway, I luckily stopped the ticking interest fee. Phjuu...
get up
call me..something , anything
never forget those times
I will quit smoking cigs for you...i will do it for you. If thats what you want. Because its something i want to do as well and you give me that extra push to do it.
Jennifer, Will you be mine untill we die. I want to be very very old one day with you staring into eachothers eyes on a beach holding eachothers rinkled hands in our undying passion for each other.
I have so much passion for you right now..call me when you awake. I want to hear you talk about this ...puss puss loser
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
:)
You are the one
What you wrote was so nice Papi. Love it. You are the one and only for me and I'm so happy you feel the same!
I'm gonna call you now, it's 9.30 your time. Hope you're not too tired. it was so sweet that you called me in the morning, Love it, love it!!! Mmm, puss puss puss!! You are the greatest!
Hope you get some things done today as well, ask questions about the app. and take pics and so on, cause I really wanna get things going, I want you Jason!!
Talk to you any min.
I don't wanna go to work :( BUT, Ill earn good money...so that's good. Money that we can have a lot of fun with when I come see you soon. First week of Dec. not many days left until Ill be in your arms again!
Love you!
waiting
Waiting for you too see me jennifer....you fill me with faith and dreams when you say the things you do about spending our time in life together and starting something....you mean the world to me right now..im very very happy i have discoverd you....a woman of my dreams...i will do my best in everything with you....your doing all the right moves...its what shows how much you love me and how loyal of a woman you are....you want me that much....i feel the same about you....you have me as you always did the minute i stepped off that plane....I will be everything for you and my self as well....
Pusses mami.....I want you body, mind, soul.....i will share mine with you as my true side comes out more and more...i wont be afraid to show you how passionate and sexual i can really be....I will show you all. Pusses mami....goodmorning...and I love you...call me when you read this or call me again when you read it..pusses jennifer...te amo te amo...Us forever and nothing stands in our way.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Poop
grrr. how can i miss you.
want to say hi again.
anyway...pusses...call me early at 9:30
Cant sleep :(
huhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuh...and went to see if you're still up but you're not, huhuhuuhuh. oh well. good that means you went to bed early :)
so I can call you later on before I got to work :)
I'm gonna try to go to sleep again, gangster.
mmm, I look at that video and you got that Jersey look on your face. Bad boy ;)
Yours forever!
Monday, December 1, 2008
always thinking of you
grrr.. I cant wait to have you jump into my arms when you come out of that airplane...Ill be waiting with a big smile...*gangsta smile*
Dimm lighting...my hands running down your back slowly...can hear you moaning already...ahh AHH AHHH.
pusses...I just missed you on MD
I was just thinking
I was just thinking that I have been missing you for way too long
There's something inside this weary head that wants us to love just instead
But I was just thinking, merely thinking I've got loads of pictures
I've got the one of you in that dancing dress
But man I feel silly in that dim light just after doing you by the sight of My Kodak delights
I am sinking, merely sinking
I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
I'm a singer without a song
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger
I, I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
That this boat is sinking
Yeah I'm tired of postcards
Especially the ones with cute dogs and cupids
I'm tired of calling you and missing you
And dreaming that I've slept with you
Don't get me wrong I still desperately love you
Inside this weary head
I just want us to love, just instead
But I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
And time is running me still
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger I was just thinking
Babe, I was just thinking
That I'm tired of calling you once a week
And thinking of long distance rates instead of kissing you
Baby I'm sinking, merely sinking
Video description:
Are you currently or have you ever been part of a long distance relationship? You have? Well, I'd just like you to know that there are countless others out there who feel your pain, and that although one may oftentimes feel lonely and defeated in said situations, there will forever be ways to make the most of them in the name of love. This song, for example, offers an honest and hopeful perspective on the matter, however melancholic and regretful the words may seem. in the end, true love will always prevail!!
Hi Loser
I guess it's silly, that...my idea of a something little extra thing is too girly maybe.
You're lost for words?
Don't know what to write?
There's always something to say...
if you've said it already, say it again...
I'm at labels, it's past 4 even past 5 pm my time, I thought you'd be up more then one hour ago. but no...you're sleeping away the whole day!!
I'm gonna call you right now to see if you're up.
Lazy ass!
I'm sorry, I LOVE YOU! But get things done god dammit. and...get a phone card.
I've been making money all day. I'm doing something. Hope you'll do something with this monday...
Love you always!
-jennifer
ps. Nope, No answer when I called....*Sigh*